Asshole McFeelings
@personalpossum.bsky.social
A personal possum of your very own! JK this is a personal/vent acct
uh oh it's "I know I can take hints (eventually) but have hints happened or am I just being turbo autistic and anxious" time yaaaaaaaay
February 12, 2026 at 2:17 AM
uh oh it's "I know I can take hints (eventually) but have hints happened or am I just being turbo autistic and anxious" time yaaaaaaaay
afraid to sleep again
February 4, 2026 at 6:15 AM
afraid to sleep again
what could i have done?
I know it's arrogant to think I could have changed anything, but what if I could have??
I know it's arrogant to think I could have changed anything, but what if I could have??
February 4, 2026 at 1:40 AM
what could i have done?
I know it's arrogant to think I could have changed anything, but what if I could have??
I know it's arrogant to think I could have changed anything, but what if I could have??
i look at the tiny scar you accidentally gave me that time and I still laugh about it.
I can't look at the wound you've given me now because it's to my very being and I don't know when or if it'll ever scar or if it will only scab. Not funny. I was ok with funny.
I can't look at the wound you've given me now because it's to my very being and I don't know when or if it'll ever scar or if it will only scab. Not funny. I was ok with funny.
February 3, 2026 at 6:03 PM
i look at the tiny scar you accidentally gave me that time and I still laugh about it.
I can't look at the wound you've given me now because it's to my very being and I don't know when or if it'll ever scar or if it will only scab. Not funny. I was ok with funny.
I can't look at the wound you've given me now because it's to my very being and I don't know when or if it'll ever scar or if it will only scab. Not funny. I was ok with funny.
I'm afraid to go to sleep.
I was so afraid to last night and I didn't actually sleep save for a couple of hours and I spent those in such a vivid weird dream that felt safe enough until I needed to write your name for some reason
I was so afraid to last night and I didn't actually sleep save for a couple of hours and I spent those in such a vivid weird dream that felt safe enough until I needed to write your name for some reason
January 28, 2026 at 6:36 AM
I'm afraid to go to sleep.
I was so afraid to last night and I didn't actually sleep save for a couple of hours and I spent those in such a vivid weird dream that felt safe enough until I needed to write your name for some reason
I was so afraid to last night and I didn't actually sleep save for a couple of hours and I spent those in such a vivid weird dream that felt safe enough until I needed to write your name for some reason
so angry
i want to just find you and shake you and yell
how could you do that
how could you do that like that
why did you leave like that
but you're gone now and i rage at what you left behind
i want to just find you and shake you and yell
how could you do that
how could you do that like that
why did you leave like that
but you're gone now and i rage at what you left behind
January 27, 2026 at 6:55 PM
so angry
i want to just find you and shake you and yell
how could you do that
how could you do that like that
why did you leave like that
but you're gone now and i rage at what you left behind
i want to just find you and shake you and yell
how could you do that
how could you do that like that
why did you leave like that
but you're gone now and i rage at what you left behind
at one point today before I found out I randomly burst into tears and if I ever find out that's when you did it i don't know what I'll do. I'll haunt you. Time isn't linear, I will fucking haunt you even though you're gone.
January 27, 2026 at 6:48 AM
at one point today before I found out I randomly burst into tears and if I ever find out that's when you did it i don't know what I'll do. I'll haunt you. Time isn't linear, I will fucking haunt you even though you're gone.
accidentally deeply personal posted on main
i just don't know what to do
what do you do in this situation
word vomit grief vomit rage vomit
i just don't know what to do
what do you do in this situation
word vomit grief vomit rage vomit
January 27, 2026 at 5:47 AM
accidentally deeply personal posted on main
i just don't know what to do
what do you do in this situation
word vomit grief vomit rage vomit
i just don't know what to do
what do you do in this situation
word vomit grief vomit rage vomit
I started crying for no reason i can come up with and it just keeps ramping up and ???????????????? i don't want this thank you
January 3, 2026 at 1:23 AM
I started crying for no reason i can come up with and it just keeps ramping up and ???????????????? i don't want this thank you
it is so weird when people tell me "you don't need to lose any more weight"
like i get they're trying to be complimentary but a) i'm still fat b) you're being weird, don't make weird assumptions about people's bodies c) joke's on you buddy I've been plateaued for like a year now
like i get they're trying to be complimentary but a) i'm still fat b) you're being weird, don't make weird assumptions about people's bodies c) joke's on you buddy I've been plateaued for like a year now
December 7, 2025 at 3:55 AM
it is so weird when people tell me "you don't need to lose any more weight"
like i get they're trying to be complimentary but a) i'm still fat b) you're being weird, don't make weird assumptions about people's bodies c) joke's on you buddy I've been plateaued for like a year now
like i get they're trying to be complimentary but a) i'm still fat b) you're being weird, don't make weird assumptions about people's bodies c) joke's on you buddy I've been plateaued for like a year now
part of me is going to die on monday and i don't know how to handle it
November 22, 2025 at 1:11 AM
part of me is going to die on monday and i don't know how to handle it
it's nice to realize some people have just been patiently waiting for me to reach out when i'm ready
when you're lost in the grief and depression and no one reaches out it's so easy to forget people might be giving you space
when you're lost in the grief and depression and no one reaches out it's so easy to forget people might be giving you space
November 15, 2025 at 9:44 PM
it's nice to realize some people have just been patiently waiting for me to reach out when i'm ready
when you're lost in the grief and depression and no one reaches out it's so easy to forget people might be giving you space
when you're lost in the grief and depression and no one reaches out it's so easy to forget people might be giving you space
maybe pulling away from everyone is better i don't even know anymore
October 22, 2025 at 8:45 PM
maybe pulling away from everyone is better i don't even know anymore
dad unintentionally fucked me up today.
we were talking about how my grandmother just turned 99, and he makes an offhand but melancholy remark of "I'll definitely never see that" and I felt like I'd been punched in the chest.
alzheimer's is so cruel and it's still early.
we were talking about how my grandmother just turned 99, and he makes an offhand but melancholy remark of "I'll definitely never see that" and I felt like I'd been punched in the chest.
alzheimer's is so cruel and it's still early.
October 17, 2025 at 7:41 AM
dad unintentionally fucked me up today.
we were talking about how my grandmother just turned 99, and he makes an offhand but melancholy remark of "I'll definitely never see that" and I felt like I'd been punched in the chest.
alzheimer's is so cruel and it's still early.
we were talking about how my grandmother just turned 99, and he makes an offhand but melancholy remark of "I'll definitely never see that" and I felt like I'd been punched in the chest.
alzheimer's is so cruel and it's still early.
jesus ain't come up to meet me yet i done rocketed past that bitch
October 10, 2025 at 10:31 PM
jesus ain't come up to meet me yet i done rocketed past that bitch
high enough to have really awesome art ideas and the drive to do them and too high to actually do them
October 10, 2025 at 10:14 PM
high enough to have really awesome art ideas and the drive to do them and too high to actually do them
if i could get some sleep i could at least try and function but i can't sleep because even when i do fall asleep i have vivid stress dreams
like hey at least they're not nightmares but i don't get rest i need rest FUCK
like hey at least they're not nightmares but i don't get rest i need rest FUCK
October 6, 2025 at 6:24 AM
if i could get some sleep i could at least try and function but i can't sleep because even when i do fall asleep i have vivid stress dreams
like hey at least they're not nightmares but i don't get rest i need rest FUCK
like hey at least they're not nightmares but i don't get rest i need rest FUCK
can't wait to explain to my psych tomorrow that once again things in my life have blown up in a spectacularly awful fashion and that the results of that assessment they make you take are skewed and therefore useless. Happens like clockwork.
October 6, 2025 at 5:51 AM
can't wait to explain to my psych tomorrow that once again things in my life have blown up in a spectacularly awful fashion and that the results of that assessment they make you take are skewed and therefore useless. Happens like clockwork.
stop forgetting me, stop leaving me, stay with me, remember me, reach out to me
October 6, 2025 at 2:07 AM
stop forgetting me, stop leaving me, stay with me, remember me, reach out to me
i don't really want to exist anymore
October 6, 2025 at 12:21 AM
i don't really want to exist anymore
I'm so broken, I feel like I failed my poor sweet little cat. The vet said there was nothing to be done but you always feel the "what ifs"
I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I wasn't expecting this. Why did this have to happen?
I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I wasn't expecting this. Why did this have to happen?
October 3, 2025 at 5:37 PM
I'm so broken, I feel like I failed my poor sweet little cat. The vet said there was nothing to be done but you always feel the "what ifs"
I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I wasn't expecting this. Why did this have to happen?
I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I wasn't expecting this. Why did this have to happen?
🎵You cry, they don't
Every single night
That's how you know
That you gotta let it go
Sometimes, you just can't fix it
You love somebody, love somebody
But you gotta let 'em go
Before you go down with them
Can't love somebody who loves burnin' bridges🎵
Every single night
That's how you know
That you gotta let it go
Sometimes, you just can't fix it
You love somebody, love somebody
But you gotta let 'em go
Before you go down with them
Can't love somebody who loves burnin' bridges🎵
September 24, 2025 at 8:29 PM
🎵You cry, they don't
Every single night
That's how you know
That you gotta let it go
Sometimes, you just can't fix it
You love somebody, love somebody
But you gotta let 'em go
Before you go down with them
Can't love somebody who loves burnin' bridges🎵
Every single night
That's how you know
That you gotta let it go
Sometimes, you just can't fix it
You love somebody, love somebody
But you gotta let 'em go
Before you go down with them
Can't love somebody who loves burnin' bridges🎵
this last spine injection helped range of motion but hasn't really done shit for pain. This fucking sucks.
September 20, 2025 at 4:47 AM
this last spine injection helped range of motion but hasn't really done shit for pain. This fucking sucks.
man people that love me have really hurt the fuck out of my feelings lately. Or people that say they do I guess
September 16, 2025 at 5:44 AM
man people that love me have really hurt the fuck out of my feelings lately. Or people that say they do I guess
OH i remember i was drugged to hell and wanted to be funny about wanting to be platonically pursued by my friends, like have them seek me out for my attention
hey, me, real quick--- what the hell does this mean?
Bored. I need to be pursued. I'm a dumb little prey animal and I don't feel right unless I'm being pursued for something.
September 15, 2025 at 2:23 AM
OH i remember i was drugged to hell and wanted to be funny about wanting to be platonically pursued by my friends, like have them seek me out for my attention