blue (always in first draft hell)
@perpetualwips.bsky.social
a place to spew my love and for XZ, WYB, yizhan, and yizhan-adjacent ships
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I’ve been lurking in this fandom for a year, too shy to interact, but really wanted a place to share my love for yizhan and the fic ideas I may never actually write.
So, on that note, hello!
So, on that note, hello!
It’s still Wednesday where I am and I picked up an old yizhan WIP (Word says I created the doc in June of 2024) based on Cut’s “exes play truth or drink” videos
…I can promise a happy ending, if it helps
…I can promise a happy ending, if it helps
December 4, 2025 at 2:44 AM
It’s still Wednesday where I am and I picked up an old yizhan WIP (Word says I created the doc in June of 2024) based on Cut’s “exes play truth or drink” videos
…I can promise a happy ending, if it helps
…I can promise a happy ending, if it helps
Have I mentioned lately that I love him
December 4, 2025 at 1:15 AM
Have I mentioned lately that I love him
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I have so many friends’ fics open in tabs so that I can take my time to read and comment on them, I will get to them, I will
December 3, 2025 at 12:27 AM
I have so many friends’ fics open in tabs so that I can take my time to read and comment on them, I will get to them, I will
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December 2, 2025 at 11:21 PM
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November 28, 2025 at 5:43 PM
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December 2, 2025 at 12:10 AM
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“AI is clearly sticking around so you have to get used to it” wrong. I don’t have to get used to shit. I am a practiced hater and I can keep this going for decades if I am required to
December 1, 2025 at 11:29 PM
“AI is clearly sticking around so you have to get used to it” wrong. I don’t have to get used to shit. I am a practiced hater and I can keep this going for decades if I am required to
MY FANDOM LIFE DOES NOT USUALLY COME CLOSE TO INTERSECTING WITH MY REAL LIFE LIKE THIS AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT
December 2, 2025 at 1:46 AM
MY FANDOM LIFE DOES NOT USUALLY COME CLOSE TO INTERSECTING WITH MY REAL LIFE LIKE THIS AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT
My fist instinct upon hearing Yibo is in NYC in December was to check if his visit will overlap with the annual nightmare that is SantaCon
(It will not, thank god)
(It will not, thank god)
December 1, 2025 at 12:39 PM
My fist instinct upon hearing Yibo is in NYC in December was to check if his visit will overlap with the annual nightmare that is SantaCon
(It will not, thank god)
(It will not, thank god)
Played a little but today for the first time in a month, please wish me luck that it won’t totally inflame the whole ulnar nerve again 🙏
December 1, 2025 at 12:35 AM
Played a little but today for the first time in a month, please wish me luck that it won’t totally inflame the whole ulnar nerve again 🙏
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Xie Yun my beloved
November 29, 2025 at 7:18 PM
Xie Yun my beloved
There are no longer 13 people in my house, the food is put away, and I need to go to bed but
Xiao Zhan sir do you ever rest
Xiao Zhan sir do you ever rest
November 28, 2025 at 3:46 AM
There are no longer 13 people in my house, the food is put away, and I need to go to bed but
Xiao Zhan sir do you ever rest
Xiao Zhan sir do you ever rest
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happy #WYBWednesday, here's a happy noodle!
November 26, 2025 at 4:54 PM
happy #WYBWednesday, here's a happy noodle!
In the past couple years I have actually, finally, learned to crochet, and my one regret with this cardigan is that I only had one square wooden button (would’ve liked to add two more)
November 24, 2025 at 5:36 PM
In the past couple years I have actually, finally, learned to crochet, and my one regret with this cardigan is that I only had one square wooden button (would’ve liked to add two more)
He’s SO HAPPY my heart is so full
(continuation of truncated EtU post quoted above)
...Jin Guowei (AKA Jimmy Chin) commented on Yibo: "He sets ambitious goals for himself and enjoys it! He's constantly expanding his boundaries~ Watch this Friday at 11 AM on Tencent Video!
...Jin Guowei (AKA Jimmy Chin) commented on Yibo: "He sets ambitious goals for himself and enjoys it! He's constantly expanding his boundaries~ Watch this Friday at 11 AM on Tencent Video!
November 24, 2025 at 4:03 PM
He’s SO HAPPY my heart is so full
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November 23, 2025 at 9:52 AM
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I always feel both exhausted and proud of myself after managing to write any amount of passable kissing/smut in a fic because it’s such a difficult undertaking for me. Doesn’t matter that I’ve done it before; my brain retains nothing from that, and each time I’m relearning how to do it from square 1
November 22, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I always feel both exhausted and proud of myself after managing to write any amount of passable kissing/smut in a fic because it’s such a difficult undertaking for me. Doesn’t matter that I’ve done it before; my brain retains nothing from that, and each time I’m relearning how to do it from square 1