AGHHH thank you pal i really appreciate it… I’ll hit you up sometime because it’s sooo rough I feel like I should’ve finished with this forever ago

Wanting to be nice to myself about it bc I clearly have mental health issues and probably physical health issues vs me who wants to kick my own ass bc it feels like everybody else is doing just fine and maybe I just need to git gud. dear lord

Thank you Lunana you’re the best. I’ll try to keep going cuz I’ve made it this far already. Plus I can’t miss your birthday I see that thang approaching on my calendar and we gotta make it to anotha year

Maybe I’ll go buy a bagged lemonade tomorrow. Or a nice coffee. It is what it is

me 🤝 you

Ensuring we both don’t end up like loser adults on the internet who just mope around all the time

The progress thing is such a big one like I feel like I’m being left behind in a way that’s like “damn everyone’s got their life together and soon they’ll realize that I’m shit from a butt” but it’s definitely just the depression talking. Thank you by the way I’m glad we’ve been pals for this long

this is me condensing all of this into little bits and pieces btw. Annoying ass people like yall are fucking crazy. I think that’s also a thing that stresses me out I never want to end up sounding or acting like these people EVER you guys need to shoot me if I ever do I’m so fucking for real

me: hey it’s really fucked up for you to say all lesbians are terfs

defense guy: omg you’re acting like tumblr

but to be fair defense guy would complain to us abt how a person they would raid with was a tr*mp supporter but when I told them to stop playing with him they refused. like okay

I hope everyone who made it infinitely harder for you explodes man I’m glad you’re out of that clusterfuck. It only gets better trust bro

the only difference from last year is I don’t got old farts telling me my very very very small moments of happiness makes them feel bad or that I’m somehow “refusing help” w/ depression when my main issues are things all outside of my control which is why I’m so damn crazy

I’m glad stuff is finally looking up for you though like I feel like you’ve always been getting hit by trucks fr. If you’re doing good that makes me happy

Some progress is better than none probably

I love you man sorry I get like this…

adult life is rough for real I think we all collectively need a vacation. Don’t feel bad about not being around though I know that it gets busy + our time zones end up making it harder for us anyways

proportions just make me really angry and also the random boobs

ITS TRUE!!! BECAUSE THEY TRIED TOO HARD

I just have this thought in my head where I feel like I’m just dragging people down since my personal irl life hasn’t really like. improved since I was a child. so i just feel bad for the people who’ve known me for that long