I’ve been pricing up my supplies for a mail club today & drafting things to include so I can decide on a price point and I wasn’t expecting a reply so quick lol. but I’m going to take this week slow as I’m feeling pretty groggy (toddler sleep regression) and giving myself grace to just be 🥰

your kind words are never lost on me. you have such a sweet, wonderful soul!!! I feel a lot better and less conflicted now 🥹🩷 I hope you have a lovely day, you deserve it 💕

thank you yucy!!! I’ve thought about what you said and maybe this can be a trial period, a “small dip into the pool to let myself become accustomed to the temperature” kind of thing hehe. maybe viewing it this way will mean I’m not putting so much pressure on myself either 🥺 thank you 🩷

I know that feeling 🥺🥺💕 what I’ve found from saying no more often is that the person will find someone else to fill that gap. as for tasks/duties, most can wait a day. don’t stress it, give yourself grace and allow yourself to rest. everything will be okay! time spent on you is never time lost 🥰🩷

AND THEN I have the thought that maybe me putting all this off is because I’m scared of failure, ruminating over making things “just right”, only for me to never actually carry out the thing I want to do like ALWAYS 👀 sooo do I do it asap, do it scared, fail and learn from my mistakes?

so yes. basically. I want to either launch asap or in a few months and idk what to do for the best. once again my indecisiveness is kicking in. LMFAO

I know that waiting is most likely the best choice, since I have more time to make it right I guess??

I also wanted to start earning money now because I will be having an operation at some point (on a waiting list so date tbd) so I won’t be able to work at all during recovery!! what do I doooooo

my products are mostly cute and pastel which is more fitting for spring, and everyone is super strapped for cash during january/february, so that would mean a march launch if not now 🥺 which I mean,,, what if ppl get bored of waiting for my products? either way could then cause me issues

thank you yucy !!! 🥺🥺🩷

hi not the op but they made them themselves! the apple drawers are alex drawers from ikea I believe 🥺💕

this is my mood for the day. I went to the dentist & after I came home I just couldn’t find the energy to do anything other than make lunch 🥺 our tasks will still be there for us tomorrow 💕

yay thank you so much!!! it’s so good to have you over there 🥺🥺🩷

yesss 🥺🥺🩷 it’s one of my most popular illustrations and I just love it soooo much!! I had to make it a physical goodie hehehe 💕🥰

oh and if you want to support my small biz funds (as I still have some items left to purchase), here’s the link to my kofi!!! I have a ton of freebies and paid items in my shop, including the FREE NOVEMBER WALLPAPER SET so check it out 🥺🌷

ko-fi.com/patreece

clarity and honesty of how far I’ve got during this time. I’m ticking off tasks every working day AND FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN FIVE YEARS !!!! I have a weekend!!!!

I post on instagram sat/sun eve but the rest of the day is family time & it’s the best feeling ever 🥹🥹 I’m so happy these days 💕

been using (a thinner, off-white matte). the new ones are printing such vibrant delicious colours so I’ll reorder the newer matte paper and keep the off-white one as a base for the holo vinyl or freebies!

this is a chaotic, unstructured update & very braindump-y but I hope you appreciate the