it should be noted that one of my “plans” was feeding myself so don’t come to my mall in the next 6 hours if you don’t want to deal with me also being hangry and having a migraine

well I had to hang up! you win Indiana! put me on your cheapest shittiest plan until you cut that too in 2 months!!

on me for misremembering the deadline and calling on what seems like the last possible day to do this, maybe I’ll be lucky and they’ll auto-assign me to plan I want (they won’t)

after being sent through looping phone trees and calling the wrong line, I’m now on track to having to hang up my hold because I have to leave for work! haha yay!!!

wait how pointless is this going to be if Trump cuts federal funding to Indiana, fuck fuck fuck

I’m still on this shit because I’ve had a slow day at work to just sit and stew but do you think any of my current problems wouldn’t exist if I wasn’t as arrogant and prideful in my teens/early 20’s? maybe god is real and I’m being punished for my stupid sins lmao

maybe don’t start your text with “I’m sympathetic but” when I’m venting to you, I already know this is my fucking fault okay???

so true….. I’ve been too busy today to have good staring off into space time 🥺

yeah I did do the ao3 wrapped yeah it did make me do upsetting math

wahhhh, well thank you... I wish I could distinguish in my brain between hurting a character's feeling and a real human's properly hahaha

me, conflict avoidant, actively making conflict: