too much work. i will just sleep instead

nothin 2 unleash honestly, its just the same shit that always bums me out so it feels stupid to complain about it

i would like it more if it felt like i was pushing through and not being dragged limply by my ankles but i will make it work. just would have preferred not to get hit by it all at once

i think a lot of fanfic out there starts as purely self indulgent OC shipping stuff and i think there's no harm in just puttin words in a google doc for sillies
but obv im not twistin your arm about it

no bit i think you should get into writing fanfic. i think it'd be good for the little rat that lives in your brain (both of them)

impatient blacksmith waiting for the forges to heat up:

we can only see how it goes!

im tryin to keep a good image bc i plan to try movin to a different store when i cut out of state so even if it's annoying i usually help people when asked...

it's just loose i think? if it's too annoying i can just uber but i'd rather save the money
and at work I'm literally moving one department over so I'm worried it's gonna be a LOT of me covering ass for the new guys while i try to learn shit
but at least it should be easier physically