wonder if theres any that intentionally stumble over their paws just to feel the tingling sensation

sagudf thank you both

wa-

thought about this yesterday may aswell post it here now

just want some more people to talk to

i appreciate those who still stuck with me despite all of this.

honestly i always feel like i should just stop posting my useless vents anywhere at all. it's getting me nowhere. sorry for being annoying about my problems. i'll shut up.

appreciate it, thanks

my problems have caused issues on others before I don't wanna be a burden to more especially since it's something that still bothers people about

i'm always alone with noone around though

sorry i just haven't been handling it well at all

i also don't wanna bother anyone as they probably prefer sticking with their better friends they have fun with

barely already have anyone to be around already, feels like ive been in deep isolation for the entire year. it's been so boring and lonely with nothing to do but to listen to the thoughts get worse with no way to relax or distract myself from all of the stress it's causing me.