journaling wasn't enough today 🙏

i don't know what kind of relationship we'll be in, if at all, but i'm so thankful they happened to be there for me when they did. i'm having a hell of a crisis, but it's a good one.

i think something clicked. i was alone for so long, and then i've met a person that upended so many areas of my life that i couldn't escape some kind of change. i turned 30 in june. and i topped it all with artist's way in september. i'm eating clarity for breakfast.

thank you for commissioning 😊

And i just received this masterpiece from @pankadoll.bsky.social! Im so happy! Such an amazing work! 💙