fly by me… I’m too old for bullshit and I’m not for your entertainment.

available. But, because of the distance, it’s also proving to be a hurdle unless we constantly are going to UF, 4 hours away.
Watching her slowly just lose basic abilities, it’s taxing doing what I can and I don’t wanna imagine what it’s like for her…

All in all, I’m just very… tired. #venting

Seeing mom just not doing what she needs to is reminding me of my dad and it’s dragging me down. Trying to get her into routines is being met with resistance and is becoming exhausting. I’ve been also keeping in touch with her Parkinson’s physicians on what other resources might be #venting

has a moment of freezing when walking. Today’s more of a venting out and a reminder: I have to get a few things done with her and see what I can have Shands (down in Gainesville 4 hours away) suggest; hell, I’ll take an appointment for her every month if I have to

And the latter option isn’t feasible monetarily.
My main concern is keeping her moving and trying to find someone to help out relieve some of the pain she is experiencing. Trying to find ANY source of help where we are is just slim to none, and it terrifies me thinking of what could happen if she

No friends are aimed at this post, I promise you guys. Family just sometimes gets the best of me and damn I hate feeling like the bad guys because I have to yell and explode to get my point across.

Also being more free of social media is also more relaxing tbh. I don’t feel like I’m doomscrolling much anymore