figured it out, turns out the exemple account just coincidentally has the sAME NAME
scared me and lowkey had me spiral for a bit but we ball i guess

actually imma talk about her

my coding experience is fucking around in html (for rp forums) and python (for renpy) and im very much a beginner in both, but i got some notions on how programming works
but now i have to like BUILD ?? understand logic ?? structures ? object lists and classes ?? girl

and then theres coding
we dont talk about her

like i thought i'd feel left behind and not understand anything at all and give up in a week, but actually this is nice ?

im reading up on various topics, some i already knew basic things about, it feels like a wikipedia deep dive sesh at 3am but on daytime hours and for a good use !

so far studying hasnt been as bad as i expected and im making decent progress on my program
but the fucking 160 pages java doc is hitting me with a bunch of spiky sticks currently

yes it took me a day to realize, i had lowkey forgor