YAYYYYYY TREATIE

splingo!

im actually gonna put that mf on toyhouse i now have legal rights

if you knew abt my three new adopted children then ud understand

Opened Twitter for the first time in a while just to dig up this tweet of theirs I adore

i am not white or pure but i can only hope to be. my god if i were either of those things maybe i would understand it all better. maybe the world would make better sense to me. but it doesnt because im dirty and disgusting and this is all i deserve.

if anyone can be so kind as to sink a hook down into the surface and pull me by the mouth upwards, make sure to make my mouths bleed inside. all of them. make me scream! make me weep! make me spell my name in blood! they will see it as a miracle, and we call all fester together! joy! joy! joy again!

my efforts were alas only in vain theres no use and im a crab being dragged down in this bucket oh god theyre peeling me away! theyre eating my skin! of course, my friends, they're starving! so its all they know how to do. i am nothing but shit to them but of course they can eat that too!

youre all nothing to me

its not nonsense if someone tries to understand! but if no one does its not effort wasted! we just have to try! to analyze! to understand! practice empathy otherwise! something like that, the well is full of ideas, we must take advantage of it! why question effort? why question profit?

take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take. we can do so much good here if we just take and leave nothing behind. drain me out. fucking use me as a punching bag for more of it. take take take take

this is why we suffer! this is why it fuels us! my god why do i deny it so many times! to suffer is to create! of course this is what we have to go through! lets do it again!

sometimes fiction isnt enough you have to remind everyone where fiction comes from and then you have to look that beast right in the eye and remind itself for what it is: a resource. plentiful and rich. meant to be spun into gold

obviously trying is worth it of course it is but also an rest from the efforts is also necessary. you can only try as much as your surroundings does, and if your surroundings fail, introduce what true failure looks like. it must be accepted! it must!!!

so, tell me, how many times can i converse with the self until i milk myself out of ways to reply? how long until true seperation can happen in real time conversation? can it happen in here right in this blue space? (yes? yes it can !)

if you wish to actually know me as a person u must dm and converse with me. i only post bullshit here from now on (as ive always and ever!)