Oh she would go absolutely nuts for them. Modern AU Ammy definitely has a collection of Pushern for sure~

I adore this shot so much!! ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)

It's a rough cycle for her to break. She feels guilty for feeling angry on the inside, since she refuses to let anyone get close enough to be honest. After the truth does come out it definately helps, and she openly accepts the compliments with genuine smiles~

She avoids conflict when she can, even if she knows that isn't always possible, and always offers help to those who need it. But she's made mistakes that cost lives she can't bring back. Astarion is the only one who sees that inner darkness despite her smile, and he embraces that side of her, too