meadows ♡
@ohmeadows.bsky.social
niche yuri rarepair connoisseur || any pronouns
i write things that will haunt you at night
i write things that will haunt you at night
regular stupid hour for us
December 21, 2025 at 7:45 PM
regular stupid hour for us
much to unpack but i'm so so SO glad they drew that line. it's crazy seeing the fanon i subscribed to coming alive on the screen ngl
December 19, 2025 at 3:27 PM
much to unpack but i'm so so SO glad they drew that line. it's crazy seeing the fanon i subscribed to coming alive on the screen ngl
trying to think of my top reads of this year and realizing most of them happened in the first month of it. wild. i also wish i had read more classics and ""deeper"" stuff in retrospect. read ca 118 books this year...
December 18, 2025 at 2:24 AM
trying to think of my top reads of this year and realizing most of them happened in the first month of it. wild. i also wish i had read more classics and ""deeper"" stuff in retrospect. read ca 118 books this year...
finally got to see the master & margarita in the cinema. still digesting it but the most important scenes that clung to me when i read it first time 20 years ago were rendered with the deft touch i always craved, so i'm happy
December 15, 2025 at 11:44 PM
finally got to see the master & margarita in the cinema. still digesting it but the most important scenes that clung to me when i read it first time 20 years ago were rendered with the deft touch i always craved, so i'm happy
early draft thoughts on my top albums of the year:
smerz - big city life
erika de casier - lifetime
ley soul - panda (ep)
hayden pedigo - i'll be waving as you drive away
not at all surprised to see two popenhagen albums here, it's such a nostalgic yet fresh music movement.
smerz - big city life
erika de casier - lifetime
ley soul - panda (ep)
hayden pedigo - i'll be waving as you drive away
not at all surprised to see two popenhagen albums here, it's such a nostalgic yet fresh music movement.
December 15, 2025 at 9:38 AM
early draft thoughts on my top albums of the year:
smerz - big city life
erika de casier - lifetime
ley soul - panda (ep)
hayden pedigo - i'll be waving as you drive away
not at all surprised to see two popenhagen albums here, it's such a nostalgic yet fresh music movement.
smerz - big city life
erika de casier - lifetime
ley soul - panda (ep)
hayden pedigo - i'll be waving as you drive away
not at all surprised to see two popenhagen albums here, it's such a nostalgic yet fresh music movement.
sorry not sorry for the person i became when she came into my world
November 24, 2025 at 3:18 PM
sorry not sorry for the person i became when she came into my world
makima/quanxi parasitism...
November 7, 2025 at 12:26 AM
makima/quanxi parasitism...
it's my birthday 💗 it's been a rough year but i want to celebrate these little moments of light i keep capturing when i least expect it. life lately has been about finding small moments that mean enough to keep going and these are some of mine
October 22, 2025 at 2:08 PM
it's my birthday 💗 it's been a rough year but i want to celebrate these little moments of light i keep capturing when i least expect it. life lately has been about finding small moments that mean enough to keep going and these are some of mine
unemployed and extremely depressed so here's the week's moodboard
October 13, 2025 at 11:29 AM
unemployed and extremely depressed so here's the week's moodboard
also i'm obsessed with ava/deborah in hacks
September 29, 2025 at 8:28 PM
also i'm obsessed with ava/deborah in hacks
regret to say it but truly, cold sea swimming combined with sauna is such a good nervous system regulator. it's like hitting a reset button in my brain
September 5, 2025 at 6:32 PM
regret to say it but truly, cold sea swimming combined with sauna is such a good nervous system regulator. it's like hitting a reset button in my brain
everything is so terrible (losing my job, depression) but then there's these moments where it's just so beautiful too. and it makes more of the shitty moments bearable.
September 2, 2025 at 6:43 PM
everything is so terrible (losing my job, depression) but then there's these moments where it's just so beautiful too. and it makes more of the shitty moments bearable.
so much in my life is so intensely bad and my whole online presence feels like it's better off just deleted. and yet i'm at a loss for words to talk about it. i get such a deep sense of unreality looking at this place, any space online.
July 22, 2025 at 10:38 AM
so much in my life is so intensely bad and my whole online presence feels like it's better off just deleted. and yet i'm at a loss for words to talk about it. i get such a deep sense of unreality looking at this place, any space online.
cantarella/zani save me
July 18, 2025 at 11:59 AM
cantarella/zani save me
as a wise person said, honestly why not. my recycle bin moment:
![screenshot of an oh_meadows tumblr post of story ideas that won't be finished, reading:
honestly off the top of my head...
Fu Xuan/Jingliu; The Luofu's fate becomes painfully unclear with Jingliu's return. Fu Xuan decides to take matters into her own hands and digs too deep into Jingliu's futures, igniting her own mara. [Something close to 2k words written with an almost full outline exists in my drafts.]
Acheron/Robin; shameless smut of Robin seducing & prostate milking Acheron. [About 6 pages written... I completely forgot about this until now LMAO]
Baiheng/Jingliu/Ruan Mei; long-ish oneshot themed around Orpheus and Eurydice where Ruan Mei keeps giving Jingliu the chance to retrieve Baiheng from the Underworld but Baiheng refuses to let her. [Have a lot of notes on this one.]
Feixiao/Lingsha; drugs and dragon egg breeding. [Have a fair amount written on this.]
Kafka/Himeko; siren x ship captain AU. [Have a fair bit written on this one + an outline.]
Robin/Jade; Jade sends a message to the one songbird she never quite let go of to let her know she's dying. Robin comes to care for her at the end of her life. [A lot of notes and ideas...]
Serval/Cocolia; Cocolia survives but she's still mostly transformed into her boss state. Serval makes a lot of bad choices. [Partially written...]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:h5bbdrg5wtodyb4vfabz7bdx/bafkreiccve64ouojikeol53hzm6yriuxr77awyw2x7ivekrwpwiluo6b6m@jpeg)
July 8, 2025 at 7:36 PM
as a wise person said, honestly why not. my recycle bin moment:
scheele's green [astra yao/evelyn chevalier, 4.6k words, rated m, chapter 1/3]
Evelyn is issued the kill order on Astra. #astralyn
read here: archiveofourown.org/works/671584...
Evelyn is issued the kill order on Astra. #astralyn
read here: archiveofourown.org/works/671584...
July 4, 2025 at 5:57 PM
scheele's green [astra yao/evelyn chevalier, 4.6k words, rated m, chapter 1/3]
Evelyn is issued the kill order on Astra. #astralyn
read here: archiveofourown.org/works/671584...
Evelyn is issued the kill order on Astra. #astralyn
read here: archiveofourown.org/works/671584...
i just finished chapter 1 of an astralyn fic and got slapped with this my timing is abysmal as of late
July 3, 2025 at 8:52 PM
i just finished chapter 1 of an astralyn fic and got slapped with this my timing is abysmal as of late
like... if you write but refuse to read, it's obvious.
July 3, 2025 at 3:18 PM
like... if you write but refuse to read, it's obvious.
surprise
archiveofourown.org/works/473074...
archiveofourown.org/works/473074...
June 29, 2025 at 6:10 PM
surprise
archiveofourown.org/works/473074...
archiveofourown.org/works/473074...
good morning everyone it is a beautiful tuesday jingliu is back the aeons will die and she will make everything worse yippiee
June 24, 2025 at 10:24 AM
good morning everyone it is a beautiful tuesday jingliu is back the aeons will die and she will make everything worse yippiee
taps the sign. taps the sign. taps the sign
June 18, 2025 at 11:40 AM
taps the sign. taps the sign. taps the sign
small update for now on writing
June 12, 2025 at 6:36 PM
small update for now on writing