Esai Alvarez
@ofjaggededges.bsky.social
❝Go ahead, throw me to the wolves. I’ll return leading the pack.❞
Younger/Flashback Esai
||RP|AU|21+|Triggers|MDNI|Fake||
#SOA / #MayansMC #BlueskyRP
Ramblings of #Riven
Younger/Flashback Esai
||RP|AU|21+|Triggers|MDNI|Fake||
#SOA / #MayansMC #BlueskyRP
Ramblings of #Riven
— pero she is trying. Don’t just automatically think it’s gonna be bad. Honestly she’ll probably make you whatever sweets you want. She’s so upset about what happened to you.”
December 6, 2025 at 7:52 AM
— pero she is trying. Don’t just automatically think it’s gonna be bad. Honestly she’ll probably make you whatever sweets you want. She’s so upset about what happened to you.”
There was no holding back the laugh that elicited from deep in my stomach. “I didn’t hit my head, I’m serious and you’re worrying too much. She loves you if the way she always wants to protect you isn’t obvious. Pero she’s not used to raising a girl, and yes, she doesn’t understand everything —
December 6, 2025 at 7:52 AM
There was no holding back the laugh that elicited from deep in my stomach. “I didn’t hit my head, I’m serious and you’re worrying too much. She loves you if the way she always wants to protect you isn’t obvious. Pero she’s not used to raising a girl, and yes, she doesn’t understand everything —
— of it like a bad thing because I do actually think it will be good.”
December 5, 2025 at 1:07 AM
— of it like a bad thing because I do actually think it will be good.”
— pero i know there’s no way they’ll let me stay home. Especially since it’s Friday. You’ll be okay, she’s getting a little better. And I think it will be good for you two. Might help you both understand each other a little more without pop and I around to distract and everything. Don’t think —
December 5, 2025 at 1:07 AM
— pero i know there’s no way they’ll let me stay home. Especially since it’s Friday. You’ll be okay, she’s getting a little better. And I think it will be good for you two. Might help you both understand each other a little more without pop and I around to distract and everything. Don’t think —
A smile tugged onto my lips when she climbed into my lap. Carefully, I settled my arms around her. “That’s why you gotta try not to move so much. I know it’s hard to do, pero you gotta try.” I let my head loll back against the back of the couch and sighed. “I really don’t wanna go to school —
December 5, 2025 at 1:07 AM
A smile tugged onto my lips when she climbed into my lap. Carefully, I settled my arms around her. “That’s why you gotta try not to move so much. I know it’s hard to do, pero you gotta try.” I let my head loll back against the back of the couch and sighed. “I really don’t wanna go to school —
-- following my mom back to their room.
December 4, 2025 at 1:32 AM
-- following my mom back to their room.
-- so I'm gonna need you to be careful because I don't wanna hurt you more when I try to save you." I smiled over at her, kissing her temple once my mom finally walked back to the bedroom to get ready for bed. "You two don't stay up too late. And be good." My dad pointed at us and smiled before --
December 4, 2025 at 1:32 AM
-- so I'm gonna need you to be careful because I don't wanna hurt you more when I try to save you." I smiled over at her, kissing her temple once my mom finally walked back to the bedroom to get ready for bed. "You two don't stay up too late. And be good." My dad pointed at us and smiled before --
I glanced over at my mom, and she was in fact being creepy, again. I don't think she realized she was being creepy, but it was annoying. I was happy when my dad finally said something to her. "Pop's got us covered." I laughed, speaking quietly so only she could hear me. "You're fragile right now --
December 4, 2025 at 1:32 AM
I glanced over at my mom, and she was in fact being creepy, again. I don't think she realized she was being creepy, but it was annoying. I was happy when my dad finally said something to her. "Pop's got us covered." I laughed, speaking quietly so only she could hear me. "You're fragile right now --
— It will be time for bed soon anyway.” I lowered my voice, dipping a lid to wink. Since the first night she moved into this house, she’s slept in my room every night. Tonight though, I’d be going to her room instead so she didn’t have to move in the morning before my parents woke up.
December 3, 2025 at 7:02 PM
— It will be time for bed soon anyway.” I lowered my voice, dipping a lid to wink. Since the first night she moved into this house, she’s slept in my room every night. Tonight though, I’d be going to her room instead so she didn’t have to move in the morning before my parents woke up.
— keeping a close eye on us, and I knew it was partially because of her concussion but I also knew it was because of how we were laying together right now as well. I almost choked when Lexi made her statement about us not having sex. “I know it is just try to ignore her. That’s what I’m doing. —
December 3, 2025 at 7:02 PM
— keeping a close eye on us, and I knew it was partially because of her concussion but I also knew it was because of how we were laying together right now as well. I almost choked when Lexi made her statement about us not having sex. “I know it is just try to ignore her. That’s what I’m doing. —
“I know it hurts… that’s not gonna go away right away, pero it does get easier after a few days. I broke my ribs last year. You know that big tree at the park by the swings? I was climbing it last year, fell out of it and cracked my ribs on some of the branches.” I knew her pain well. My mom was —
December 3, 2025 at 7:02 PM
“I know it hurts… that’s not gonna go away right away, pero it does get easier after a few days. I broke my ribs last year. You know that big tree at the park by the swings? I was climbing it last year, fell out of it and cracked my ribs on some of the branches.” I knew her pain well. My mom was —
-- it hurts. I wish I could take the pain away. I would if I could. It will get a little easier to breathe in a few days. But use your machine as much as you need to right now. And if you need anything, don't hesitate to ask me, you know I'll do anything."
December 3, 2025 at 1:43 AM
-- it hurts. I wish I could take the pain away. I would if I could. It will get a little easier to breathe in a few days. But use your machine as much as you need to right now. And if you need anything, don't hesitate to ask me, you know I'll do anything."
"No matter what happened, there is no good reasoning behind what they did. They always do this shit to people and it pisses me off, pero it won't happen again." I kept reassuring her of that because I was determined that it wouldn't. Pedro an I would make sure of it, and so would my dad. "I know --
December 3, 2025 at 1:43 AM
"No matter what happened, there is no good reasoning behind what they did. They always do this shit to people and it pisses me off, pero it won't happen again." I kept reassuring her of that because I was determined that it wouldn't. Pedro an I would make sure of it, and so would my dad. "I know --
— worry because they won’t ever mess with you again. They’ll get in trouble, ma and pop made sure of that. It won’t be enough. They’ll probably just be suspended for a week or two, pero it’s better than nothing. And now they know better then to mess with you again…”
December 2, 2025 at 12:06 PM
— worry because they won’t ever mess with you again. They’ll get in trouble, ma and pop made sure of that. It won’t be enough. They’ll probably just be suspended for a week or two, pero it’s better than nothing. And now they know better then to mess with you again…”
The corners of my mouth tugged into a smile feeing her lips against my cheek. “Because they’re bitches.” I spoke quietly so only she could hear me. It was true, they were bitches that thought they could do whatever the hell they wanted. “They don’t even know why they do what they do. Pero don’t —
December 2, 2025 at 12:06 PM
The corners of my mouth tugged into a smile feeing her lips against my cheek. “Because they’re bitches.” I spoke quietly so only she could hear me. It was true, they were bitches that thought they could do whatever the hell they wanted. “They don’t even know why they do what they do. Pero don’t —
-- wanted me close." Smiling, I kissed her temple and relaxed next to her. "I know you're in pain, but other than that how are you feeling?"
November 30, 2025 at 10:29 PM
-- wanted me close." Smiling, I kissed her temple and relaxed next to her. "I know you're in pain, but other than that how are you feeling?"
-- definitely checked on us more frequently than normal, but we ignored it mostly. "You don't ever have to thank me. I'll always stay close as long as you want me to. If you had asked me to give you some space while they were here, I would have, but I figured since you didn't say anything, you --
November 30, 2025 at 10:29 PM
-- definitely checked on us more frequently than normal, but we ignored it mostly. "You don't ever have to thank me. I'll always stay close as long as you want me to. If you had asked me to give you some space while they were here, I would have, but I figured since you didn't say anything, you --
Things were definitely more relaxed once our visitors left. Lexi almost immediately cuddled into me, and I knew the main reason my mom wasn't saying anything about how close we'd been was because she knew that right now Lexi was at her most vulnerable, and she felt safe with me close by. She --
November 30, 2025 at 10:29 PM
Things were definitely more relaxed once our visitors left. Lexi almost immediately cuddled into me, and I knew the main reason my mom wasn't saying anything about how close we'd been was because she knew that right now Lexi was at her most vulnerable, and she felt safe with me close by. She --
— I didn’t, though everyone seemed nice enough, and I finally got to meet the best friend Lexi kept telling me about. It was nice, I just hated that they had to see her when she wasn’t feeling her greatest.
November 30, 2025 at 1:34 PM
— I didn’t, though everyone seemed nice enough, and I finally got to meet the best friend Lexi kept telling me about. It was nice, I just hated that they had to see her when she wasn’t feeling her greatest.
Once we were settled inside, I stayed by Lexi’s side because I knew she wanted me to. I wasn’t sure anyone else did, but I knew she did and that’s all that mattered. I didn’t want to interrupt her time, so I stayed quiet, only really answering if I was addressed. My dad and Lexi knew these people —
November 30, 2025 at 1:34 PM
Once we were settled inside, I stayed by Lexi’s side because I knew she wanted me to. I wasn’t sure anyone else did, but I knew she did and that’s all that mattered. I didn’t want to interrupt her time, so I stayed quiet, only really answering if I was addressed. My dad and Lexi knew these people —
— didn’t know if it was helping at all or not, but I didn’t hear her gasp as much when I did it either. I took that as a good sign.
November 28, 2025 at 11:21 PM
— didn’t know if it was helping at all or not, but I didn’t hear her gasp as much when I did it either. I took that as a good sign.
“If that’s what you want to do mija then that’s what we’ll do.” My dad smiled, looked over his shoulder at us. I knew the drive was going to be a little rough for her work the stopping and going and the occasional pothole, so I tried to keep her distracted, running my fingers through her hair. I —
November 28, 2025 at 11:21 PM
“If that’s what you want to do mija then that’s what we’ll do.” My dad smiled, looked over his shoulder at us. I knew the drive was going to be a little rough for her work the stopping and going and the occasional pothole, so I tried to keep her distracted, running my fingers through her hair. I —
— and resting mija.” My dad said with a smile, carefully helping Lexi off the hospital bed and into the hospital wheel chair. “Esai, push her, I’m going down to pull the car around.”
November 28, 2025 at 11:40 AM
— and resting mija.” My dad said with a smile, carefully helping Lexi off the hospital bed and into the hospital wheel chair. “Esai, push her, I’m going down to pull the car around.”
— had two more days left in the school week anyway with the upcoming holiday. By the time we had all finished eating the nurse had finally come in with Lexi’s discharge papers and instructions for how to care for her, what to look for if we need to bring her back in. “Alright, let’s get you home —
November 28, 2025 at 11:40 AM
— had two more days left in the school week anyway with the upcoming holiday. By the time we had all finished eating the nurse had finally come in with Lexi’s discharge papers and instructions for how to care for her, what to look for if we need to bring her back in. “Alright, let’s get you home —
Swiping a slice of pizza, I took a bite and then a second. I hadn’t realized how hungry I was until I actually had food in my mouth. “I’ll bring whatever school work home. It’s the week of a holiday though so hopefully they don’t send too much the next few days.” At least that was the hope. We —
November 28, 2025 at 11:40 AM
Swiping a slice of pizza, I took a bite and then a second. I hadn’t realized how hungry I was until I actually had food in my mouth. “I’ll bring whatever school work home. It’s the week of a holiday though so hopefully they don’t send too much the next few days.” At least that was the hope. We —