And i could just give in to those thoughts cuz again its not inherently bad but the pressure is so great it negatively affects my motivation and also the performance. I draw worse when im trying to meet the demands and the pressure makes me procrastinate to pick up my pen

The financial pressure is rough and hustle culture is rough. Even if i intend not to and want to just create for myself and have fun the thoughts of monetization keep rushing in and that always comes with pressure to meet the demands of others. Its like im constantly battling with myself

I think its harder to pick up my pen these days bc even if i try to ignore and have fun the pressure rushes in out of nowhere. Its hard to shove it off

Hiiiii! I have ✨cat stuff✨ - stickers, prints, pins, keychains, coasters, ceramics.......

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Started playing persona 5 and im enjoying it

ft. friend's graha plush. I dont have yshtola plush unfortunately 😔

*Gross sobbing at ancients* i love them sm