What Lurks in the Woods
@occultcanid.bsky.social
The way through the walls for a canidshape nectar-long. Emanations of my work, my desires, and my frustrations live here.
22 | xe/it/??? | ☉∇
22 | xe/it/??? | ☉∇
Give me a chance.
February 2, 2026 at 7:09 PM
Give me a chance.
I am completely sick of having to try to play games. I am deserving of love and affection from my own kind and yet no matter what I do or how much I give I get NOTHING.
Talk to me with some fucking dignity. If you're so good at communication, then fucking TELL ME what is happening.
Talk to me with some fucking dignity. If you're so good at communication, then fucking TELL ME what is happening.
February 2, 2026 at 7:02 PM
I am completely sick of having to try to play games. I am deserving of love and affection from my own kind and yet no matter what I do or how much I give I get NOTHING.
Talk to me with some fucking dignity. If you're so good at communication, then fucking TELL ME what is happening.
Talk to me with some fucking dignity. If you're so good at communication, then fucking TELL ME what is happening.
And where has your propriety gotten you? Are you content now?
You know nothing of what you deny. Suffer for your contempt.
The Wolf has found its way in and you have given it everything it craved. Weep as it weeps, I am done with remorse.
You know nothing of what you deny. Suffer for your contempt.
The Wolf has found its way in and you have given it everything it craved. Weep as it weeps, I am done with remorse.
February 2, 2026 at 6:42 PM
And where has your propriety gotten you? Are you content now?
You know nothing of what you deny. Suffer for your contempt.
The Wolf has found its way in and you have given it everything it craved. Weep as it weeps, I am done with remorse.
You know nothing of what you deny. Suffer for your contempt.
The Wolf has found its way in and you have given it everything it craved. Weep as it weeps, I am done with remorse.
i feel like everyone's side character
January 31, 2026 at 7:51 AM
i feel like everyone's side character
truly i just don't know what to do anymore. what makes me unspecial. why am i unwanted.
January 31, 2026 at 7:38 AM
truly i just don't know what to do anymore. what makes me unspecial. why am i unwanted.
AAAAAAAAHHHH screaming why do i always feel on the outside and isolate no matter how many plans i have
January 29, 2026 at 12:19 AM
AAAAAAAAHHHH screaming why do i always feel on the outside and isolate no matter how many plans i have
i think ive maybe been closed off. not opening myself to intimacy and sharing my life with others. cant wait to start being annoying. if critters dont like it they can express a boundary
January 21, 2026 at 10:43 PM
i think ive maybe been closed off. not opening myself to intimacy and sharing my life with others. cant wait to start being annoying. if critters dont like it they can express a boundary
The Watchman/Door in the Eye as a concept for the terror of surveillance really gets to me.
As a librarian I am fearful of the powers I borrow - the Watchman is not fomd of the Wood
As a librarian I am fearful of the powers I borrow - the Watchman is not fomd of the Wood
January 18, 2026 at 7:45 PM
The Watchman/Door in the Eye as a concept for the terror of surveillance really gets to me.
As a librarian I am fearful of the powers I borrow - the Watchman is not fomd of the Wood
As a librarian I am fearful of the powers I borrow - the Watchman is not fomd of the Wood
i just wish someone would ould tell me bluntly what im doing wrong. no one has to want to be close to me but i feel that without knowing why I'm just gonna be trapped and unable to fix it
January 14, 2026 at 7:34 PM
i just wish someone would ould tell me bluntly what im doing wrong. no one has to want to be close to me but i feel that without knowing why I'm just gonna be trapped and unable to fix it
what is it about me that made me not good enough
January 14, 2026 at 7:27 PM
what is it about me that made me not good enough
i just feel so unlovable. it's so easy to get the attention of humans who will never completely understand me and yet every animal i meet seems to run from real intimacy with me. what is it about me that's so revolting?
January 10, 2026 at 8:26 PM
i just feel so unlovable. it's so easy to get the attention of humans who will never completely understand me and yet every animal i meet seems to run from real intimacy with me. what is it about me that's so revolting?
having a lot of insecurity and anxiety about the pack. whether im actually wanted there, whether those relationships have any real meaning. am i just the little sibling being given pity
January 10, 2026 at 7:36 PM
having a lot of insecurity and anxiety about the pack. whether im actually wanted there, whether those relationships have any real meaning. am i just the little sibling being given pity
good lord im sick of my shit. im sick of the ball of jealousy and resentment and compulsion. im so ready to be free of it and i wish folks would give me more of a chance.
January 10, 2026 at 9:47 AM
good lord im sick of my shit. im sick of the ball of jealousy and resentment and compulsion. im so ready to be free of it and i wish folks would give me more of a chance.
god i just cannot seem to manage my jealousy. i get jealous of things that aren't even real, that i know nothing of.
December 31, 2025 at 10:43 PM
god i just cannot seem to manage my jealousy. i get jealous of things that aren't even real, that i know nothing of.
"you never can hide what you've done from the eyes of notre dame" look we have an aesthetic understanding of the Watchman and i need you to understand he Sees What You're Doing.
November 21, 2025 at 2:58 AM
"you never can hide what you've done from the eyes of notre dame" look we have an aesthetic understanding of the Watchman and i need you to understand he Sees What You're Doing.
i really cannot wait to better understand The Chandler in the next game, a newly birthed god does things to our head
November 9, 2025 at 8:00 AM
i really cannot wait to better understand The Chandler in the next game, a newly birthed god does things to our head
what more could i possibly do. i have communicated so fucking clearly and this is what i get
November 8, 2025 at 10:14 PM
what more could i possibly do. i have communicated so fucking clearly and this is what i get
i dont want to move on from this. i dont want to have to build up friends from fucking scratch again. i genuinely think id rather just give up.
November 8, 2025 at 10:05 PM
i dont want to move on from this. i dont want to have to build up friends from fucking scratch again. i genuinely think id rather just give up.
yeah you're gettin sanded
November 8, 2025 at 2:34 AM
yeah you're gettin sanded
there is a sort of ethereal world-burning euphoria and ambition that i can recreate with certain albums, certain memories, and to my great and terrible detriment, certain other critters.
the fire will keep burning until it is sated. i do not know what it wants. it is starved.
the fire will keep burning until it is sated. i do not know what it wants. it is starved.
November 7, 2025 at 9:52 PM
there is a sort of ethereal world-burning euphoria and ambition that i can recreate with certain albums, certain memories, and to my great and terrible detriment, certain other critters.
the fire will keep burning until it is sated. i do not know what it wants. it is starved.
the fire will keep burning until it is sated. i do not know what it wants. it is starved.
good god i am tearing apart at the seams. why does there have to be this terrible fire. it is stripping me raw.
November 7, 2025 at 9:41 PM
good god i am tearing apart at the seams. why does there have to be this terrible fire. it is stripping me raw.
i cant even imagine a future for myself anymore. no one sees these so what's even the point of venting. i should quit being a fucking coward and kill myself
November 6, 2025 at 10:07 PM
i cant even imagine a future for myself anymore. no one sees these so what's even the point of venting. i should quit being a fucking coward and kill myself
i am so fucking sick of trying to build community i dont fucking have. i am sick of thinking about poly dynamics and yet somehow not able to be a part of them. i am sick of feeling completely outcast and extricated with no explanation for it.
November 6, 2025 at 10:00 PM
i am so fucking sick of trying to build community i dont fucking have. i am sick of thinking about poly dynamics and yet somehow not able to be a part of them. i am sick of feeling completely outcast and extricated with no explanation for it.
nothing is right nothing is right. everything has fallen apart. everything i dreamed about is gone. i will be a shell whose highest aspirations will be to give others what i will never have
November 6, 2025 at 9:51 PM
nothing is right nothing is right. everything has fallen apart. everything i dreamed about is gone. i will be a shell whose highest aspirations will be to give others what i will never have
cerberus triformis
November 6, 2025 at 4:11 PM
cerberus triformis