- A website (like pulling teeth and JS is evil)
- A Console-tan project (visual novel vignettes with minigames maybe, but of what... How do I use these characters)
- A 3d skating game (haha...)
- A comic or any long term story to work on.. but I just can't craft one..

I may have spoke too soon

They're like the creature that forces people to get along, not because they're a greater evil but because they're so bullyable and pathetic that they'll bring world peace as the target of it all instead of people targeting each other. Or something

I should get out of bed

And by being asleep that makes them prime victim target for any pranks so you don't have to feel torn trying to decide who to pick, and also they still wet the bed so you can feel morally superior and cooler than them by comparison too, and if you get bored of them they won't notice because sleep

I plan routines and ideas and alarms and everything that night before thinking next time will be different

But then I wake up and the only thing I want to do is rot in bed all day, no reason to get up..~

I don't really know what to do with myself these days, or what I can even make that doesn't feel empty to me.. there's challenges like the October one, but they're less personal and passionate and more just a technical challenge if anything..

Sorry for rambles I think my brain is just in a state

There's other reasons too of course, one big thing lately is that like.. I have nothing worth writing about these days

Back when I started it, my mother and sister were still alive, I was deeply in debt and struggling to survive, I just needed to vent.. now I just kind of float along

She was my biggest inspiration for wanting to make my own autobiographical comic, but then I fell off from making it due to my own anxiety making it physically painful to work on (severe chest pain/trembling).. then that pain scared me away from making a lot of kinds of art I used to enjoy making

I also still really want to draw and work on some kind of story someday but as always my head is just no thoughts head empty these days..

I really really want that part of me back.. I used to create so many stories and characters and now there's nothing..