Vket usually hosts a Summer show, and a Winter show. You can follow their twitter and they'll announce when signups are pretty early so you can save the date! They have limited slots but you rent out a booth to promote your stuff. Its pretty lenient on what you can sell, shaders/3d/even promo.

World List: docs.google.com/document/d/1...
(Only somewhat in order).

2) Deadass how did these adults, all who are STILL older than I am today, not care enough to try to help. They just let me fail and hosted more meetings about it. I never got a drive to work until my mid-20s, and I'm still called lazy. OOF.

So yeah, youre enough. And sometimes its just hard. Its ok

1) Been thinking about one interaction all day. I was in like 9th grade. I was failing most of my classes. At the teacher parent conference, the asked me why I didn't try harder. I just laid there, and said it wouldn't matter if I did good or bad, people still would find reasons to critique me.