And that thought just depresses me. I make my stories for people, not the void. But people don't care, so the void just swallows it up.

Stories need an audience in order to be told. But I don't even know if I have an audience. It's extremely rare for anyone to ever leave a comment on anything, or reply to a post about my work. For all I know, I could just be telling stories to a brick wall all along.

Fuck, I'm just fucking done, man. I'm so tired. I've wanted to make game making a main source of income for years, but obviously that's never going to happen. Why do I even do this? Why do I even try?
Fuck it, I don't know. I just don't know.

It feels like I spend so much time every single week making and posting and promoting, but it all amounts to nothing. I tried relaunching my Patreon this year, and I've yet to have a SINGLE paid supporter there. Message received! My work is worthless if it doesn't jerk you off!

Is my work only valuable when people masturbate to it? Because that's the message people are sending, honestly. It's loud & clear to me that my work is only worth something when it arouses people. Otherwise, it isn't worth shit.

It seems clear people only want to pay money for my stuff when it's porn. But that's not all I want to make, and is not primarily what this account is for. Yes, I make some NSFW content here, but if you want the vore erotica, go to TastyAce alt for the motherload.

If you're looking for physical copies of my games - everything in my Ko-Fi shop is 20% off with the code BLACKFRIDAY and I'll include some free goodies (stickers and/or micro TTRPGs) with every purchase!

ko-fi.com/meghanlynnft...

Thank you! Sad my game won't be published, but happy for Davey for winning. Great job everyone!

Lastly, I'd like to shout out to the other two finalists: HittoPetto! by @norbezjones.bsky.social, a game of grief, dreams, and tamagotchis, and Local Glyph by Rookery Games, a game of local action and graffiti. Both were amazing and innovative, and astonishing in different ways. Hard to choose!