I am a woman- smiling, happy, feels right to me, my body doesn’t match how I feel about myself
I don’t have a gender identity, I am agender- feels off, not me, not authentic.

I am non binary- not me either, feels like something that isn’t authentically me, off
I am genderfluid, some days I’m a man and others I’m a woman- doesn’t feel like my truth and it feels like a compromise or just saying what my defense mechanism in life is.

E/em- “I am e and ey is me” “I am Thomas and ey is me” - not myself, feels weird to use, odd, not for me.
I am a man- not me, feels off, and I have a vomit reflex trying to say that.

She/her- “I am her and she is me”, “I am Madeline and she is me”- smiling, warm, happy, comfortable, feels like myself
Fae/faer- “I am fae and faer is me”, “I am Madeline and fae is me”- weird, not myself, not something I want to use for myself

literally. I want to get out of this endless cycle and funk that I’m in. I hate this male libido that I have.

still feel uneasy in my own body because I look like a man and I’m seen as one. I am happy that I have the earth pony fursona now but I want to name her Madeline after myself. I just want to have the girlhood I never had and restart my life all over again