i swear i’m not gonna eat for a week after today

me staring at the menu for this noodle place i’ve been eyeing for over a year now

i don’t think i’m scared of rejection, i’m mostly just scared i’ll hurt someone’s feelings bc i have been known to be a bit obtuse and even heartless. i just have trouble expressing affections and being honest with myself + other people. ugh. it’s rough out there

i say this like 3 times a year but then chicken out bc putting yourself out there to date is scary and idk how people do it 😭

i know i’m pmsing hard today but the ravenous hunger i’m feeling rn is making me feel insane. i don’t think ive felt this pms symptom in a while and it’s making me angry + anxious