monika. ♡
@no-reality.bsky.social
this is what i get for seeking perfection.
a stain.
♡ https://noreality.carrd.co/ ♡
( she/her. icon by necroounicorn )
a stain.
♡ https://noreality.carrd.co/ ♡
( she/her. icon by necroounicorn )
Pinned
( Your throat is raw from screaming to a god who isn't listening )
December 5, 2025 at 8:21 PM
// this was gay asf sorry
[ how kind of them, she thinks, to respect her privacy, as if she wouldn't open up her ribcage and offer them her heart if they asked. they've already seen it, after all; they've seen her very being, tangled wires of code and zeroes and ones, all unwound and put back together by —
December 5, 2025 at 8:03 PM
// this was gay asf sorry
Reposted by monika. ♡
Maybe we can mourn the people we used to be together.
December 5, 2025 at 5:36 AM
I used to think you were failing this world, but maybe this world was failing you…
December 5, 2025 at 5:33 AM
// the princess/richie tagteam special
December 5, 2025 at 5:30 AM
// the princess/richie tagteam special
// also yes both of those are about kris
December 5, 2025 at 1:28 AM
// also yes both of those are about kris
// wait i have one more toxic yuri poem
December 5, 2025 at 1:25 AM
// wait i have one more toxic yuri poem
( nc )
why did she say that
why did she say that
December 5, 2025 at 1:07 AM
( nc )
why did she say that
why did she say that
All the pressure internally 、it could very much be the death of me.
December 5, 2025 at 1:06 AM
[ fucking seething looking at the other monika ] I need to return some videotapes.
December 5, 2025 at 1:04 AM
[ fucking seething looking at the other monika ] I need to return some videotapes.
( nc )
i was gay once... i fumbled by telling her to kill herself
i was gay once... i fumbled by telling her to kill herself
December 5, 2025 at 12:59 AM
( nc )
i was gay once... i fumbled by telling her to kill herself
i was gay once... i fumbled by telling her to kill herself
Reposted by monika. ♡
surrounded by smiles unearned,
she and i know the truth.
she knows, i know,
that her time is running out
before loving gazes look upon her
with newfound disgust.
how could this monster dare to get this close?
how horrible she must be
to subject us to herself.
i wait eagerly.
she and i know the truth.
she knows, i know,
that her time is running out
before loving gazes look upon her
with newfound disgust.
how could this monster dare to get this close?
how horrible she must be
to subject us to herself.
i wait eagerly.
December 4, 2025 at 1:36 AM
surrounded by smiles unearned,
she and i know the truth.
she knows, i know,
that her time is running out
before loving gazes look upon her
with newfound disgust.
how could this monster dare to get this close?
how horrible she must be
to subject us to herself.
i wait eagerly.
she and i know the truth.
she knows, i know,
that her time is running out
before loving gazes look upon her
with newfound disgust.
how could this monster dare to get this close?
how horrible she must be
to subject us to herself.
i wait eagerly.
surrounded by smiles unearned,
she and i know the truth.
she knows, i know,
that her time is running out
before loving gazes look upon her
with newfound disgust.
how could this monster dare to get this close?
how horrible she must be
to subject us to herself.
i wait eagerly.
she and i know the truth.
she knows, i know,
that her time is running out
before loving gazes look upon her
with newfound disgust.
how could this monster dare to get this close?
how horrible she must be
to subject us to herself.
i wait eagerly.
December 4, 2025 at 1:36 AM
surrounded by smiles unearned,
she and i know the truth.
she knows, i know,
that her time is running out
before loving gazes look upon her
with newfound disgust.
how could this monster dare to get this close?
how horrible she must be
to subject us to herself.
i wait eagerly.
she and i know the truth.
she knows, i know,
that her time is running out
before loving gazes look upon her
with newfound disgust.
how could this monster dare to get this close?
how horrible she must be
to subject us to herself.
i wait eagerly.
Reposted by monika. ♡
Are we still friends?
December 2, 2025 at 2:15 PM
You're both just enabling each other's mental illnesses. You're both perfect for each other. Never change. Just never involve anybody else in what you've got going on.
December 2, 2025 at 6:32 AM
// NEVER give me an opening to talk about monika i will never ever shut up
December 2, 2025 at 2:58 AM
// NEVER give me an opening to talk about monika i will never ever shut up
// nobody gaf but i think in contrast to pre game monis house being so barren to the point of looking like a display, post game monis house is so Full that its constantly just a Mess
December 2, 2025 at 2:55 AM
// nobody gaf but i think in contrast to pre game monis house being so barren to the point of looking like a display, post game monis house is so Full that its constantly just a Mess
[ ... she sits by the piano, but it remains untouched. ]
.. i'm.. going to sit in the music room for a while. clear my head.
December 2, 2025 at 2:48 AM
[ ... she sits by the piano, but it remains untouched. ]
i passed her house again today. i knocked on the door, but ran away before she opened it.
December 2, 2025 at 1:43 AM
i passed her house again today. i knocked on the door, but ran away before she opened it.
.. i'm.. going to sit in the music room for a while. clear my head.
December 2, 2025 at 1:39 AM
.. i'm.. going to sit in the music room for a while. clear my head.
inside me, something seethes.
December 2, 2025 at 1:18 AM
stitches and stuffing, it doesn't matter anyway... it doesn't.. matter. it doesn't...
December 2, 2025 at 1:05 AM
stitches and stuffing, it doesn't matter anyway... it doesn't.. matter. it doesn't...
do you expect us to just spill our guts to everyone about the shit we've been through?
December 2, 2025 at 12:46 AM
do you expect us to just spill our guts to everyone about the shit we've been through?