my dad who used to always tell us he would always choose god over us growing up told me that "we have our religion and beliefs, but you mean more to us and we will always love and accept you." 😭 daddy issues ✅ healed a lil

journaling in some way might help you navigate these complex feelings and also talking with trusted friends who will let you talk through things. try to let go of any intense need for control in an area you feel overwhelmed by and watch out for overspending or being overly confrontational (5/5)

king of swords reversed: you might be struggling to make decisions for yourself and that you may be dealing with feelings of self-doubt and questioning yourself and your inner judgement. it's calling you to reflect on why you may be feeling this way. (4/5)

it's also indicative that you're already a pretty organized person and people admire than about you. they admire the stability and life your are creating for yourself, and also your ambition to attain a good life for yourself in everything you do 🩷 (3/5)

it also seems you're being asked to give the love you give to others to yourself. nurture yourself, perhaps asking you to get your home and finances in order to minimize stress. enjoy some nice and cozy things 🩷 (2/5)

queen of pentacles: aww this is sweetheart energy people see you as a comforting presence, someone with an abundance of warmth and generosity. they appreciate how grounded you are (or seem to be) and that you offer a safe space for them (1/5)

you got 2 cards, Eve!! the main one is the queen, but the reversed king flipped out as i was putting it away so im keeping it in case its a message the resonates ☺️

i don't want to give any concrete "this is exactly how it happens" bc things can always change. but right now, this is how the cards are telling me things are shaping up. it's going to be scary for a bit but a better time will come after the conflict is finished (5/5)

stepping forward. there is generosity in them. they share their abundance that overflows with others (sugar daddy vibes lmfaoo) sharing the wealth perhaps?? also reminder to have confidence and be assertive!! :) (4/5)

the last 2 cards seem hopeful! the fool is the first card in the deck. it symbolizes new beginnings and leaping into the unknown with positivity + optimism. a hopeful outcome <3 and the king of pentacles says abundance to me!! enjoying the fruits of hard work. it can also indicate a new leader (3/5)

it's possible that as this is coming to a delayed ending, new possibilities may be stalled. in the midst of the chaos there needs to be self reflection from a united group to get through this chaotic time, reevaluation of individuals on what is most important (2/5)

OOOOOOKAY here we go!! i wrote down the themes of each card that i felt was applicable to the question. my interpretation is that it's going to start with an unavoidable truth about corruption coming to light. there's going to be some kind of major conflict + miscommunications leading up to it (1/5)

omg flynn no lie you got like 5 cards that wanted to come out on this one, the deck was really excited to answer your question lmaoo 😂 one sec while i sit with them<3

i hope that resonates for you, that is just my interpretation!! 🩷 i'm open to any questions :)

As long as you keep an open mind and heart and lean into the kindness and tender heart that is obviously so clear within you, you will succeed in the dreams you have for yourself. Try to take things day by day and not worry too much about the future. you're coming into a life you will love 🩷 (4/4)

Trust your instincts and try to approach each new day with an openness to the unknown and nurture your close friendships. It also says you might be entering into a very playful, exciting energy!! (3/4)

This indicates that you're a very imaginative, deeply sensitive and creative person. You might be a bit of a daydreamer and get your head stuck on the clouds, which isn't a bad thing. But the card may be asking you to keep balance between your dreams and being grounded. (2/4)

hi shae!! heads up this got really long 😭😂 i asked the cards for a message you needed to hear and you got the page of cups!! this is a very positive card, suggesting that you should remain open to surprising changes or opportunities that are coming towards you (1/4)