✨neuromantic✨
@neuromantic.dripdryey.es
someone’s venting account - call me “meri” or “m” if you need to use a name. if you don’t know whose, go away! (respectfully). please do not reskeet posts from here or i will block you.
hopefully we get circles & locked accts asap.
33 she/her neurotrash
hopefully we get circles & locked accts asap.
33 she/her neurotrash
it’s not so bad in the cold
turning phone off to save battery
i love you all
it was dad not the guy who called me a grifter
turning phone off to save battery
i love you all
it was dad not the guy who called me a grifter
February 24, 2025 at 6:28 AM
it’s not so bad in the cold
turning phone off to save battery
i love you all
it was dad not the guy who called me a grifter
turning phone off to save battery
i love you all
it was dad not the guy who called me a grifter
i cant even save over a certain amount of money without getting the pathetic income i have taken away entirely so what the fuck do i do aside from die
January 4, 2025 at 5:09 PM
i cant even save over a certain amount of money without getting the pathetic income i have taken away entirely so what the fuck do i do aside from die
my brain works so poorly that any gaps in my memory are terrifying and become triggers in themselves and now a huge chunk of 2 years is gone. god damn it i’m not going to mske it
January 4, 2025 at 5:05 PM
my brain works so poorly that any gaps in my memory are terrifying and become triggers in themselves and now a huge chunk of 2 years is gone. god damn it i’m not going to mske it
i need help with the money for this because i can’t live with the guilt but i can’t ask for 2 and a half grand so im dying i’m committed to it im disappearing im already half destroyed
January 4, 2025 at 5:04 PM
i need help with the money for this because i can’t live with the guilt but i can’t ask for 2 and a half grand so im dying i’m committed to it im disappearing im already half destroyed
i am the only one who can save me but i can’t do it this lonely anymore. i am the only one who can save me but i can’t do it this lonely anymore. i am the only one who can save me but i can’t do it this lonely anymore. i am the only one who can save me but i can’t do it this lonely anymore. i am the
January 4, 2025 at 4:24 AM
i am the only one who can save me but i can’t do it this lonely anymore. i am the only one who can save me but i can’t do it this lonely anymore. i am the only one who can save me but i can’t do it this lonely anymore. i am the only one who can save me but i can’t do it this lonely anymore. i am the
a tiny cemetery of my selves all buried deep inside of my heart
January 4, 2025 at 4:21 AM
a tiny cemetery of my selves all buried deep inside of my heart
nobody is there in fair weather or foul weather
January 4, 2025 at 4:18 AM
nobody is there in fair weather or foul weather
fuck it. no meds. throat’s already partially cut and if he sees it it’s all over so i may as well finish while he’s downstairs. nobody reads this account anymore anyway. nobody loves me and i will be at peace soon. there is no way out
January 4, 2025 at 2:51 AM
fuck it. no meds. throat’s already partially cut and if he sees it it’s all over so i may as well finish while he’s downstairs. nobody reads this account anymore anyway. nobody loves me and i will be at peace soon. there is no way out
he cant even say i’m crying. he said i’m screaming at him. i’m fucking sobbing my heart out mourning and grieving but it’s about him
January 4, 2025 at 2:50 AM
he cant even say i’m crying. he said i’m screaming at him. i’m fucking sobbing my heart out mourning and grieving but it’s about him
i have no friends, no one to see
and i am never invited
now i am here, talking to you
no wonder i get excited
and i am never invited
now i am here, talking to you
no wonder i get excited
December 11, 2024 at 7:58 PM
i have no friends, no one to see
and i am never invited
now i am here, talking to you
no wonder i get excited
and i am never invited
now i am here, talking to you
no wonder i get excited
bleeding into my hoodie i’ll tear myself apart and bleed more until it doesnt clot goodbye goodbye
November 24, 2024 at 9:47 PM
bleeding into my hoodie i’ll tear myself apart and bleed more until it doesnt clot goodbye goodbye
killing myself is the easiest way out of this
November 7, 2024 at 9:07 PM
killing myself is the easiest way out of this
i fucked up i can’t take it back and i don’t want to be here anymore. i don’t think i’ll be forgiven for fucking up this bad or believed that it was a genuine accident
October 22, 2024 at 9:59 PM
i fucked up i can’t take it back and i don’t want to be here anymore. i don’t think i’ll be forgiven for fucking up this bad or believed that it was a genuine accident
lately i feel like i’m damned if i do and damned if i don’t
October 22, 2024 at 9:53 PM
lately i feel like i’m damned if i do and damned if i don’t
it’s my fault there’s hostility at all, and i don’t know if i can fix it
October 22, 2024 at 9:51 PM
it’s my fault there’s hostility at all, and i don’t know if i can fix it
i should be kicked in the head until my brains are on the walls and my jaw is torn asunder
October 22, 2024 at 9:49 PM
i should be kicked in the head until my brains are on the walls and my jaw is torn asunder
i should be kicked to death
October 22, 2024 at 4:35 PM
i should be kicked to death
it feels like nobody cares. nobody really wants anything to do with me. i know it
October 16, 2024 at 10:59 PM
it feels like nobody cares. nobody really wants anything to do with me. i know it
i don’t think i’m going to survive much longer and i’m really scared and i think it’s going to kill me soon and i deserve it i deserve to die
October 16, 2024 at 10:58 PM
i don’t think i’m going to survive much longer and i’m really scared and i think it’s going to kill me soon and i deserve it i deserve to die
i think i might stab myself so i can get painkillers to make this other weird pain to stop that nothing else will
October 16, 2024 at 10:57 PM
i think i might stab myself so i can get painkillers to make this other weird pain to stop that nothing else will
nobody believes me. i’ll prove everyone wrong. goodbye
September 4, 2024 at 9:25 PM
nobody believes me. i’ll prove everyone wrong. goodbye
nobody shows me they care without me messaging first or without me begging for it. i’m literally garbage
September 4, 2024 at 8:38 PM
nobody shows me they care without me messaging first or without me begging for it. i’m literally garbage
if the roles were reversed i’d be there for someone. i’m such a fool
September 4, 2024 at 8:31 PM
if the roles were reversed i’d be there for someone. i’m such a fool
im sorry ivwasnt good enough i’m sorry i never couldnbe i tried andnworked so hard
September 4, 2024 at 8:23 PM
im sorry ivwasnt good enough i’m sorry i never couldnbe i tried andnworked so hard
please forget i ever existed
September 4, 2024 at 8:22 PM
please forget i ever existed