What the fuck

Thanks Bluesky for being my makeshift diary

Last Xmas, she was picking on my sister and made her cry and straight up leave. And after she acted like nothing happened so I blew up on her. She hasn’t apologized or acknowledged it since. And my sister decides to do Thanksgiving w her girlfriend instead. Therefore leaving me with this shit.

So here I am back home on my couch crying because I can’t be normal around these people.

And the cousin whom I fought with acts like nothing happened and greets me all happy which was fucking insulting- so I deliberately ignore her. Now I seem like the bitch who can’t let shit go.

I went in, ate, and then just began to feel so uncomfortable and “other” that I left only after like half an hour. All of my cousins are married with kids and everyone just seems to get along and find something to talk about with one another. I just feel like a freak.

Petco!

I knowwwwww. The pickup truck peaked in the early 90s and it’s been downhill since then.