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Mostly Wincest and Kylux, but also Gentlebeard, Hannigram, Steve/Bucky, WinterFrost. 30+. he/him.
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discord: need_more_meta
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AO3: archiveofourown.org/users/need_m...
got a very sweet comment in Chinese on my mothman!Kylo fic that took me the most effort to write and that ended up being one of my least popular kylux fics lol.
(archiveofourown.org/works/48447754)
(archiveofourown.org/works/48447754)
November 26, 2025 at 7:22 PM
got a very sweet comment in Chinese on my mothman!Kylo fic that took me the most effort to write and that ended up being one of my least popular kylux fics lol.
(archiveofourown.org/works/48447754)
(archiveofourown.org/works/48447754)
I should probably note that this happy festive New Year fic starts with post-barn Sam, so, uhhh, the first 900 words are pretty heavy angst so far. I may not have understood my own assignment.
just as I made peace with not having a festive wincest fic this year, my brain hit me in the face with a fully formed New Year fic concept at three am, so 'tis the season again I guess.
November 26, 2025 at 5:43 PM
I should probably note that this happy festive New Year fic starts with post-barn Sam, so, uhhh, the first 900 words are pretty heavy angst so far. I may not have understood my own assignment.
we were under attack last night, and one of the hits was like ten minutes away from us.
every time I think I can't get any more terrified, it turns out I can.
every time I think I can't get any more terrified, it turns out I can.
November 25, 2025 at 4:41 PM
we were under attack last night, and one of the hits was like ten minutes away from us.
every time I think I can't get any more terrified, it turns out I can.
every time I think I can't get any more terrified, it turns out I can.
they give us this kind of intensity and tell us not to ship them? oh wait, they actually tell us TO ship them, it's fine, everything's fine
November 24, 2025 at 7:54 PM
they give us this kind of intensity and tell us not to ship them? oh wait, they actually tell us TO ship them, it's fine, everything's fine
need to write exposition during an action scene in WIP 1, a very vaguely outlined part of a case in WIP 2, and a completely unfamiliar setting for an important dialog in WIP 3. I hate myself so much right now.
November 24, 2025 at 7:33 PM
need to write exposition during an action scene in WIP 1, a very vaguely outlined part of a case in WIP 2, and a completely unfamiliar setting for an important dialog in WIP 3. I hate myself so much right now.
my mother, who is a die-hard Lucifer stan, has discovered Samifer. I don’t remember when I heard her so happy.
(just so you understand the situation, she once told me that “Lucifer loves and protects Sam,” and that was before she realized she could ship them)
(just so you understand the situation, she once told me that “Lucifer loves and protects Sam,” and that was before she realized she could ship them)
November 23, 2025 at 9:12 PM
my mother, who is a die-hard Lucifer stan, has discovered Samifer. I don’t remember when I heard her so happy.
(just so you understand the situation, she once told me that “Lucifer loves and protects Sam,” and that was before she realized she could ship them)
(just so you understand the situation, she once told me that “Lucifer loves and protects Sam,” and that was before she realized she could ship them)
I was, once again, researching and outlining while insomniac at five am, and now my short, simple, straightforward New Year wincest joy fic starts with a tail end of a case featuring a possessed fire-breathing traditional Polish bull costume. this is fine.
November 23, 2025 at 9:04 PM
I was, once again, researching and outlining while insomniac at five am, and now my short, simple, straightforward New Year wincest joy fic starts with a tail end of a case featuring a possessed fire-breathing traditional Polish bull costume. this is fine.
Dean's face when his brother announces he's going on a date (not with Dean)
November 23, 2025 at 8:58 PM
Dean's face when his brother announces he's going on a date (not with Dean)
I have seven fully outlined plotty/semi-plotty wincest fics and the hardest part is choosing which to write first: witch Dean? temporarily resurrected post-Trials Sam? Purgatory-infected Dean? Mark of Cain Dean? Sam's wife in Heaven? Chuck's new apocalypse? soulless Dean? aaaaaaa
November 21, 2025 at 6:33 PM
I have seven fully outlined plotty/semi-plotty wincest fics and the hardest part is choosing which to write first: witch Dean? temporarily resurrected post-Trials Sam? Purgatory-infected Dean? Mark of Cain Dean? Sam's wife in Heaven? Chuck's new apocalypse? soulless Dean? aaaaaaa
was filling gaps in a post-season 8 AU fic outline while half-asleep at six am, and now I have Cerberus munching on human Crowley. brain. why.
November 21, 2025 at 2:14 PM
was filling gaps in a post-season 8 AU fic outline while half-asleep at six am, and now I have Cerberus munching on human Crowley. brain. why.
❤️from the rain comes a river💙
~5k, post-finale #wincest, Heaven, explicit, getting together, I made myself cry again but it’s a happy story
for Now It’s Perfect
archiveofourown.org/works/74408076
~5k, post-finale #wincest, Heaven, explicit, getting together, I made myself cry again but it’s a happy story
for Now It’s Perfect
archiveofourown.org/works/74408076
November 20, 2025 at 1:45 AM
❤️from the rain comes a river💙
~5k, post-finale #wincest, Heaven, explicit, getting together, I made myself cry again but it’s a happy story
for Now It’s Perfect
archiveofourown.org/works/74408076
~5k, post-finale #wincest, Heaven, explicit, getting together, I made myself cry again but it’s a happy story
for Now It’s Perfect
archiveofourown.org/works/74408076
#wincest
Dean cuts him off with a swift swipe of his tongue and a tight press of his lips, even though Sam is right.
It’s just that, in this world they inhabit, being right is so far from being happy, Dean can’t let Sam fall off that cliff.
Dean cuts him off with a swift swipe of his tongue and a tight press of his lips, even though Sam is right.
It’s just that, in this world they inhabit, being right is so far from being happy, Dean can’t let Sam fall off that cliff.
This week's word is...
✨ FALL ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
✨ FALL ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
November 19, 2025 at 10:12 PM
#wincest
Dean cuts him off with a swift swipe of his tongue and a tight press of his lips, even though Sam is right.
It’s just that, in this world they inhabit, being right is so far from being happy, Dean can’t let Sam fall off that cliff.
Dean cuts him off with a swift swipe of his tongue and a tight press of his lips, even though Sam is right.
It’s just that, in this world they inhabit, being right is so far from being happy, Dean can’t let Sam fall off that cliff.
I've written several versions of Sam's post-barn life now, but this is the one that made me cry the hardest. if you are in need of more tears this finale anniversary, here's one way to get that.
❤️gladly, I await the knife💙
~15k, season 15 #wincest, explicit, POV Sam second person, post-barn grief, angst with a happy ending
Chapter 1. The Wandering Years
archiveofourown.org/works/689603...
~15k, season 15 #wincest, explicit, POV Sam second person, post-barn grief, angst with a happy ending
Chapter 1. The Wandering Years
archiveofourown.org/works/689603...
November 19, 2025 at 7:09 PM
I've written several versions of Sam's post-barn life now, but this is the one that made me cry the hardest. if you are in need of more tears this finale anniversary, here's one way to get that.
every time people on SPN discord discuss bad characterization tropes, I’m immediately terrified that I’m doing exactly that, am consumed by shame, and feel a pressing need to delete everything I’ve ever written. every single time.
November 19, 2025 at 5:00 PM
every time people on SPN discord discuss bad characterization tropes, I’m immediately terrified that I’m doing exactly that, am consumed by shame, and feel a pressing need to delete everything I’ve ever written. every single time.
going over a fic outline and, apparently, I inserted this sentence into the middle of a romantic scene while I was asleep: “He hisses when he fears Chill is talking about them on the order of Central.”
no idea what it means. there is no Chill or Central in the story. brain, wtf.
no idea what it means. there is no Chill or Central in the story. brain, wtf.
November 18, 2025 at 8:21 PM
going over a fic outline and, apparently, I inserted this sentence into the middle of a romantic scene while I was asleep: “He hisses when he fears Chill is talking about them on the order of Central.”
no idea what it means. there is no Chill or Central in the story. brain, wtf.
no idea what it means. there is no Chill or Central in the story. brain, wtf.
oh yes, Sammy, you absolutely gotta see this thing 😏😏😏
November 18, 2025 at 8:01 PM
oh yes, Sammy, you absolutely gotta see this thing 😏😏😏
are you fucking kidding me (I have finally watched The Boys)
November 18, 2025 at 7:57 PM
are you fucking kidding me (I have finally watched The Boys)
today I'm sad because I'm too dumb to come up with a plot that doesn't suck, and yet I keep outlining plotty fics that make no sense. it's like I'm aware that I'm stupid but not aware enough to shut up and know my place.
November 14, 2025 at 5:19 PM
today I'm sad because I'm too dumb to come up with a plot that doesn't suck, and yet I keep outlining plotty fics that make no sense. it's like I'm aware that I'm stupid but not aware enough to shut up and know my place.
I’m skipping writing hours to spend time with husband who was allowed to come home for a week, and two days in, I don’t see any point in getting back to it, all my WIPs are boring as hell and have major fuckups in them and why am I even trying to do this at all aaahhh
November 11, 2025 at 8:39 PM
I’m skipping writing hours to spend time with husband who was allowed to come home for a week, and two days in, I don’t see any point in getting back to it, all my WIPs are boring as hell and have major fuckups in them and why am I even trying to do this at all aaahhh
if you plot a wincest fic long enough, at least one of the boys is going to die.
November 11, 2025 at 8:03 PM
if you plot a wincest fic long enough, at least one of the boys is going to die.
500k words of Wincest on AO3, 100k+ more words in drafts since last February. I'm totally normal about those two.
November 8, 2025 at 8:25 PM
500k words of Wincest on AO3, 100k+ more words in drafts since last February. I'm totally normal about those two.
❤️scared of what's above (oh what will I become?)💙
~5k, Stanford Era #wincest, explicit, established, one-sided phone sex
archiveofourown.org/works/73889941
~5k, Stanford Era #wincest, explicit, established, one-sided phone sex
archiveofourown.org/works/73889941
November 8, 2025 at 8:21 PM
❤️scared of what's above (oh what will I become?)💙
~5k, Stanford Era #wincest, explicit, established, one-sided phone sex
archiveofourown.org/works/73889941
~5k, Stanford Era #wincest, explicit, established, one-sided phone sex
archiveofourown.org/works/73889941
#wincest
“I lick along them, lap up your pain, take it away.”
Like he’s always done, all their lives. He’ll do anything—and 'anything' means a lot in their world of expanded possibilities—to spare Sam and he’s doing it now because the pain of this is nothing to the pain of not having at least this.
“I lick along them, lap up your pain, take it away.”
Like he’s always done, all their lives. He’ll do anything—and 'anything' means a lot in their world of expanded possibilities—to spare Sam and he’s doing it now because the pain of this is nothing to the pain of not having at least this.
This week's word is...
✨ PAIN ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
✨ PAIN ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
November 6, 2025 at 6:37 PM
#wincest
“I lick along them, lap up your pain, take it away.”
Like he’s always done, all their lives. He’ll do anything—and 'anything' means a lot in their world of expanded possibilities—to spare Sam and he’s doing it now because the pain of this is nothing to the pain of not having at least this.
“I lick along them, lap up your pain, take it away.”
Like he’s always done, all their lives. He’ll do anything—and 'anything' means a lot in their world of expanded possibilities—to spare Sam and he’s doing it now because the pain of this is nothing to the pain of not having at least this.
just as I made peace with not having a festive wincest fic this year, my brain hit me in the face with a fully formed New Year fic concept at three am, so 'tis the season again I guess.
November 4, 2025 at 5:25 PM
just as I made peace with not having a festive wincest fic this year, my brain hit me in the face with a fully formed New Year fic concept at three am, so 'tis the season again I guess.
it’s hard for me to assess whether a case is good or not, so I operate on the principle “if it comes from my brain, it sucks” but does that stop me from writing more cases? you wish.
October 30, 2025 at 11:46 AM
it’s hard for me to assess whether a case is good or not, so I operate on the principle “if it comes from my brain, it sucks” but does that stop me from writing more cases? you wish.