Ben aka nedaula/ned
@nedaula.bsky.social
https://lnk.bio/nedaula
32 he/him demi Streamer in my free time, Union Journeyman Electrician by day.
32 he/him demi Streamer in my free time, Union Journeyman Electrician by day.
I had a great day but the emptiness and isolation creep back in. Im fighting this but fuck it's hard.
January 21, 2026 at 11:55 PM
I had a great day but the emptiness and isolation creep back in. Im fighting this but fuck it's hard.
With all kindness and respect can I not fall in love with lesbians who will have absolutely 0 interest in me. Like let's not objectify them and waste both our time and energies.
January 17, 2026 at 12:08 PM
With all kindness and respect can I not fall in love with lesbians who will have absolutely 0 interest in me. Like let's not objectify them and waste both our time and energies.
Wait photos from 2016.... I have a few
January 16, 2026 at 10:09 PM
Wait photos from 2016.... I have a few
You know im not one but out of everyone on the planet I'd love to hang with @bbnomula.bsky.social
January 14, 2026 at 5:36 AM
You know im not one but out of everyone on the planet I'd love to hang with @bbnomula.bsky.social
I don't know if I wanna keep grinding away at this.
January 13, 2026 at 11:29 AM
I don't know if I wanna keep grinding away at this.
Man, I want to get into song/writing/covers/music production and its so daunting trying to figure out what software to use cause like if you pick a free option down the road youll have to relearn everything on the paid options and the paid options are expensive af and probs should start with those.
January 11, 2026 at 10:02 AM
Man, I want to get into song/writing/covers/music production and its so daunting trying to figure out what software to use cause like if you pick a free option down the road youll have to relearn everything on the paid options and the paid options are expensive af and probs should start with those.
I'm, just. Tired... I don't know what to do anymore, what changes to make. What I want to work toward. I'm just tired and nothing feels exciting, nothing is drawing me toward it and its such a weird awful new feeling.
January 9, 2026 at 3:04 AM
I'm, just. Tired... I don't know what to do anymore, what changes to make. What I want to work toward. I'm just tired and nothing feels exciting, nothing is drawing me toward it and its such a weird awful new feeling.
Suzume is an easy 9.5/10. Loved the story/premise. Wonderful art and animation kept me intrigued and guessing on where it was going. It had some really good emotional moments but I feel like I enjoyed Your Name more as the emotional investment I had was higher in your Name.
January 3, 2026 at 12:58 PM
Suzume is an easy 9.5/10. Loved the story/premise. Wonderful art and animation kept me intrigued and guessing on where it was going. It had some really good emotional moments but I feel like I enjoyed Your Name more as the emotional investment I had was higher in your Name.
I wouldn't rule it out. But this would also require me to have more irl friends.
December 30, 2025 at 2:56 PM
I wouldn't rule it out. But this would also require me to have more irl friends.
ngl.link/nedaula.ben why not ama
Anonymous messages!
Anonymous messages!
ngl.link
December 30, 2025 at 2:15 PM
ngl.link/nedaula.ben why not ama
Goodbye, I'm done trying.
December 25, 2025 at 6:55 AM
Goodbye, I'm done trying.
Im not feeling welcome in the places I felt were my happy places.
December 21, 2025 at 12:50 AM
Im not feeling welcome in the places I felt were my happy places.
I'm not doing well. Life has hit me really fucking hard this last month. I'm going dark for the week and just disconnecting. I'll be back. I'm not quitting, I just need a moment to piece myself back together.
December 14, 2025 at 9:52 PM
I'm not doing well. Life has hit me really fucking hard this last month. I'm going dark for the week and just disconnecting. I'll be back. I'm not quitting, I just need a moment to piece myself back together.
4pm est we dropping episode 4 of my mighty nein reaction! www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1ba...
The Mighty Nein | Episode 1 x 4 | "The Mighty Nein" | reaction
YouTube video by Nedaula
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December 13, 2025 at 4:22 AM
4pm est we dropping episode 4 of my mighty nein reaction! www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1ba...
You know what's lovely... Someone trying and failing to steal my car again but leaving it undriveable.
December 12, 2025 at 3:26 PM
You know what's lovely... Someone trying and failing to steal my car again but leaving it undriveable.
If I had to describe my particular brand of struggle rn it's the i feel like wasted effort, distinct from wasting effort.
December 9, 2025 at 8:16 AM
If I had to describe my particular brand of struggle rn it's the i feel like wasted effort, distinct from wasting effort.
Love hearing gunshots literally 500 feet from my door.....
December 6, 2025 at 7:52 AM
Love hearing gunshots literally 500 feet from my door.....
in just under an hour episode 3 - The phantom reaction... i mean mighty nein www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-D9...
The Mighty Nein | Episode 1 x 3 The Fletching & Moondrop Traveling Carnival of Curiosities Reaction
YouTube video by Nedaula
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December 4, 2025 at 8:06 PM
in just under an hour episode 3 - The phantom reaction... i mean mighty nein www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-D9...
Episode 3 to my Mighty Nein reaction going live on YT today at 4pm!
December 4, 2025 at 3:46 PM
Episode 3 to my Mighty Nein reaction going live on YT today at 4pm!
Reading something asking myself to be kind written by someone I feel like I haven't treated well/respectfully just made me feel sick to stomach.
December 1, 2025 at 6:47 PM
Reading something asking myself to be kind written by someone I feel like I haven't treated well/respectfully just made me feel sick to stomach.
Hi, im not in a good mindset and think I may need to disappear for a little. I promise to come back when I am better.
November 28, 2025 at 6:42 AM
Hi, im not in a good mindset and think I may need to disappear for a little. I promise to come back when I am better.
Gonna eat breakfast, watch mighty nein then stream more ff7 remake Deal?
November 26, 2025 at 3:05 PM
Gonna eat breakfast, watch mighty nein then stream more ff7 remake Deal?
ff7 remake or starcraft mass recall?
November 25, 2025 at 8:09 PM
ff7 remake or starcraft mass recall?
Need something to watch? why not my reaction to The Mighty Nein Animated Series. www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfSA...
The Mighty Nein | Episode 1 x 2 | Who Will You Be? | reaction
YouTube video by Nedaula
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November 23, 2025 at 1:32 AM
Need something to watch? why not my reaction to The Mighty Nein Animated Series. www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfSA...
Tomorrow 4pm est Episode 2 of The Mighty Nein Episode 2 reaction on YouTube!
November 22, 2025 at 1:27 AM
Tomorrow 4pm est Episode 2 of The Mighty Nein Episode 2 reaction on YouTube!