Rafael
@narcissists.bsky.social
he/they/it/none
may not be obvious that this a vent account but anyway, I only post something light hearted and fun once in a blue moon so please don't interact or look around
may not be obvious that this a vent account but anyway, I only post something light hearted and fun once in a blue moon so please don't interact or look around
Going through personality disorder subreddits and i'm surprised just how tame the npd sub is. They're actually venting about trauma and their personal experience like normal. It's not perfect but i was thinking there's going to be more trouble coming from it considering how sitgmatized they are.
November 25, 2025 at 10:13 AM
Going through personality disorder subreddits and i'm surprised just how tame the npd sub is. They're actually venting about trauma and their personal experience like normal. It's not perfect but i was thinking there's going to be more trouble coming from it considering how sitgmatized they are.
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The greatest lie the 80s told young computer users is that programming would be as magical an experience as the programming textbooks of the 80s promised.
November 18, 2025 at 12:05 AM
The greatest lie the 80s told young computer users is that programming would be as magical an experience as the programming textbooks of the 80s promised.
Evangelicals under the pentecostal churches are all brainwashed cult members, and anyone who unironically takes that cult seriously are already deep into religious psychosis.
November 18, 2025 at 12:45 AM
Evangelicals under the pentecostal churches are all brainwashed cult members, and anyone who unironically takes that cult seriously are already deep into religious psychosis.
Atleast i'm depressed over serious shit like idk my entire fucking future gone now that i have failed instead of crying because of other people. Instead of guilt, i want to die and either be reborn as the perfect character or fall into a deep comfortable slumber forever.
I feel like i gotta die i honestly don't think i got it in me to continue
November 13, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Atleast i'm depressed over serious shit like idk my entire fucking future gone now that i have failed instead of crying because of other people. Instead of guilt, i want to die and either be reborn as the perfect character or fall into a deep comfortable slumber forever.
I feel like i gotta die i honestly don't think i got it in me to continue
November 13, 2025 at 4:35 PM
I feel like i gotta die i honestly don't think i got it in me to continue
avpd and szpd is fake asf because i cannot fucking tell the difference what the hell
November 13, 2025 at 3:54 PM
avpd and szpd is fake asf because i cannot fucking tell the difference what the hell
There really is a reason why it's called a disorder
November 13, 2025 at 3:39 PM
There really is a reason why it's called a disorder
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Look at this goated Patchouli Knowledge art ! ! !
November 13, 2025 at 6:36 AM
Look at this goated Patchouli Knowledge art ! ! !
Either recurrent major depression is real or my life is just terrible
November 13, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Either recurrent major depression is real or my life is just terrible
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Kevin and Kell was one of the first webcomics, but before that, it was a print comic for the BBS/ISP industry magazine Boardwatch. (Source.)
November 13, 2025 at 12:05 PM
Kevin and Kell was one of the first webcomics, but before that, it was a print comic for the BBS/ISP industry magazine Boardwatch. (Source.)
Do not eat 2 people worth of food and stays up until one and a half vro, worst shot i've ever done what the fuck was i on last night
November 9, 2025 at 10:29 PM
Do not eat 2 people worth of food and stays up until one and a half vro, worst shot i've ever done what the fuck was i on last night
I really don't want to self harm if it's too painful or gross and ends up being a huge pain later, but I also don't want to hurt myself so lightly and in a way that won't even leave a visible in my body, they won't care unless there are proofs.
November 9, 2025 at 5:24 PM
I really don't want to self harm if it's too painful or gross and ends up being a huge pain later, but I also don't want to hurt myself so lightly and in a way that won't even leave a visible in my body, they won't care unless there are proofs.
How do I get professional help when I'm starting to distrust psychologists and any adults working in health care? None of them listens to me, none of them UNDERSTAND it's so fucking insane like why are they even working there then
November 9, 2025 at 5:03 PM
How do I get professional help when I'm starting to distrust psychologists and any adults working in health care? None of them listens to me, none of them UNDERSTAND it's so fucking insane like why are they even working there then
I hate people! Narcissism rules! Fuck you guys! Go eat a turd and die somewhere out of my sight
November 9, 2025 at 5:01 PM
I hate people! Narcissism rules! Fuck you guys! Go eat a turd and die somewhere out of my sight
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Antikythera mechanism (2nd century BC; reconstruction 2012, Tony Freeth)
November 8, 2025 at 6:05 PM
Antikythera mechanism (2nd century BC; reconstruction 2012, Tony Freeth)
I am interested in people enough to the point of $#&+@*!? them so that's not very schizoid of me but I am also not interested in knowing then directly nor do I want to have anything to do with them since I can live my entire life without it which is apparently very schizoid of me
November 9, 2025 at 4:58 PM
I am interested in people enough to the point of $#&+@*!? them so that's not very schizoid of me but I am also not interested in knowing then directly nor do I want to have anything to do with them since I can live my entire life without it which is apparently very schizoid of me
Too normal to be a schizoid, also too weird and fucked to not be mentally ill. What the hell?
November 9, 2025 at 4:52 PM
Too normal to be a schizoid, also too weird and fucked to not be mentally ill. What the hell?
Not caring about societal standard whatever bullshit but caring about others enough for me to change myself, wonder why
November 9, 2025 at 4:51 PM
Not caring about societal standard whatever bullshit but caring about others enough for me to change myself, wonder why
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Alter Ego (Mac, 1986)
November 9, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Alter Ego (Mac, 1986)
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II think the blue dev PlayStation is my fav console I own. Kept that one after my first psone game shipped.
November 8, 2025 at 6:01 PM
II think the blue dev PlayStation is my fav console I own. Kept that one after my first psone game shipped.
Why the fuck is bsky putting fat fetish porn on my tl mf does it look like this is a porn account
November 9, 2025 at 4:48 PM
Why the fuck is bsky putting fat fetish porn on my tl mf does it look like this is a porn account
Depression is truly real because it's about to be 2 months since my last depressive episode and shit's already going downhill for me even though it hasn't started yet
November 9, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Depression is truly real because it's about to be 2 months since my last depressive episode and shit's already going downhill for me even though it hasn't started yet
Westoids on the internet should stop acting like they care and are doing bipoc in the third world justice if they still believe religion are exempt from criticism. You think you're defending people from islamophobia when in reality, you don't actually value the lives of queer muslims' at all.
November 9, 2025 at 1:57 PM
Westoids on the internet should stop acting like they care and are doing bipoc in the third world justice if they still believe religion are exempt from criticism. You think you're defending people from islamophobia when in reality, you don't actually value the lives of queer muslims' at all.
I see you Aizawa-san is really great, never fails to amaze me every time I reread the manga from the very start after a few months of waiting. The art style is truly captivating, the characters are written nicely and drawn so adorably, who wouldn't get hooked into this series immediately?
October 30, 2025 at 4:08 PM
I see you Aizawa-san is really great, never fails to amaze me every time I reread the manga from the very start after a few months of waiting. The art style is truly captivating, the characters are written nicely and drawn so adorably, who wouldn't get hooked into this series immediately?