n-san
@nanashi-nihilism.bsky.social
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n-san
@nanashi-nihilism.bsky.social
· Jun 11
「 it's true, i know just how you feel.」
INTRODUCTION!
╰ n-san 〃 21 ╰
┈ artist , writer , chainsmoker
╰ subcul jirai + bl reader ﾒ
┈ this is my diary, if you feel uncomfortable with anythin please turn around now.
nanashinihil.straw.page
INTRODUCTION!
╰ n-san 〃 21 ╰
┈ artist , writer , chainsmoker
╰ subcul jirai + bl reader ﾒ
┈ this is my diary, if you feel uncomfortable with anythin please turn around now.
nanashinihil.straw.page
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November 27, 2025 at 12:31 AM
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maaaannnn i cant even be upset this sucks im worried as hell
November 25, 2025 at 2:27 AM
maaaannnn i cant even be upset this sucks im worried as hell
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another day another almost mental breakdown
# survived # DidntHaveAPanicAttack # thankgod
# survived # DidntHaveAPanicAttack # thankgod
November 25, 2025 at 9:12 AM
another day another almost mental breakdown
# survived # DidntHaveAPanicAttack # thankgod
# survived # DidntHaveAPanicAttack # thankgod
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Here’s a handy protocol to determine whether AI could be helpful with your problem or project.
November 23, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Here’s a handy protocol to determine whether AI could be helpful with your problem or project.
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emotions are stupid and i don't want them. uninstall pls.
November 24, 2025 at 12:37 PM
emotions are stupid and i don't want them. uninstall pls.
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inaction when it comes to horrible shit in your spaces IS COMPLACENCY. when you are a person in power in a situation (like a discord server) and you dont do anything to combat horrible shit YOU ARE COMPLACENT. YOU ARE LETTING IT HAPPEN.
November 24, 2025 at 10:34 PM
inaction when it comes to horrible shit in your spaces IS COMPLACENCY. when you are a person in power in a situation (like a discord server) and you dont do anything to combat horrible shit YOU ARE COMPLACENT. YOU ARE LETTING IT HAPPEN.
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If you didn't know a new game is coming out for all my jirai girlies called menherarium on steam♡.
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #landminesky
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #landminesky
November 24, 2025 at 11:07 PM
If you didn't know a new game is coming out for all my jirai girlies called menherarium on steam♡.
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #landminesky
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #landminesky
°:. *₊ ° . | 25/11
you guys don't hate me for being inactive right? ( ´ー`) i've been busy is all
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
you guys don't hate me for being inactive right? ( ´ー`) i've been busy is all
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
November 25, 2025 at 12:10 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 25/11
you guys don't hate me for being inactive right? ( ´ー`) i've been busy is all
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
you guys don't hate me for being inactive right? ( ´ー`) i've been busy is all
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
°:. *₊ ° . | 25/11
im so happy to have friends who care for me, that would defend me rather than end me... i guess that truly is the gift of life...
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
im so happy to have friends who care for me, that would defend me rather than end me... i guess that truly is the gift of life...
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
November 25, 2025 at 12:09 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 25/11
im so happy to have friends who care for me, that would defend me rather than end me... i guess that truly is the gift of life...
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
im so happy to have friends who care for me, that would defend me rather than end me... i guess that truly is the gift of life...
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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also going thru a massive depression spiral but we stay silly ig.
idk i feel like. flat and awful but i keep going and doing things bc i made appointments and have to Keep Things Up :')
idk i feel like. flat and awful but i keep going and doing things bc i made appointments and have to Keep Things Up :')
November 25, 2025 at 11:56 AM
also going thru a massive depression spiral but we stay silly ig.
idk i feel like. flat and awful but i keep going and doing things bc i made appointments and have to Keep Things Up :')
idk i feel like. flat and awful but i keep going and doing things bc i made appointments and have to Keep Things Up :')
°:. *₊ ° . | 20/11
i need someone to love with my entire soul.
i need someone to love with my entire soul.
November 20, 2025 at 7:05 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 20/11
i need someone to love with my entire soul.
i need someone to love with my entire soul.
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guys my sanity is hanging by a THREAD
November 17, 2025 at 11:19 AM
guys my sanity is hanging by a THREAD
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11
i'm too old to be involved in this shit.
i'm too old to be involved in this shit.
November 16, 2025 at 10:47 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11
i'm too old to be involved in this shit.
i'm too old to be involved in this shit.
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Nice fangs bro do you wanna make out I mean make out I mean make out I mean sorry make out I mean ma
November 16, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Nice fangs bro do you wanna make out I mean make out I mean make out I mean sorry make out I mean ma
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11
i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
November 16, 2025 at 5:31 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11
i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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°:. *₊ ° . | 14/11
i am done.
i am TIRED.
i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through.
i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence.
i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.
i am done.
i am TIRED.
i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through.
i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence.
i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.
November 14, 2025 at 6:36 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 14/11
i am done.
i am TIRED.
i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through.
i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence.
i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.
i am done.
i am TIRED.
i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through.
i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence.
i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.
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Is it tirade? A rant? I don't really know.
November 13, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Is it tirade? A rant? I don't really know.
°:. *₊ ° . | 13/11
"Leave it there, leave it there
Don't impose a contrary image on me
And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness?
Still trying to flatter people with your fake image?
Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me
This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."
"Leave it there, leave it there
Don't impose a contrary image on me
And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness?
Still trying to flatter people with your fake image?
Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me
This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."
November 13, 2025 at 9:48 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 13/11
"Leave it there, leave it there
Don't impose a contrary image on me
And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness?
Still trying to flatter people with your fake image?
Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me
This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."
"Leave it there, leave it there
Don't impose a contrary image on me
And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness?
Still trying to flatter people with your fake image?
Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me
This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."
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#jiraisky #jiraiposting
I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time
I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time
November 1, 2025 at 5:49 AM
#jiraisky #jiraiposting
I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time
I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time
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°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11
the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks.
hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly...
#n-san_posts
the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks.
hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly...
#n-san_posts
November 11, 2025 at 4:45 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11
the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks.
hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly...
#n-san_posts
the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks.
hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly...
#n-san_posts