Mari Moving Ever Onward
@n0futuren0cry.bsky.social
digital diary | loser with a heart of glass
dumbass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 4, 2025 at 4:10 AM
dumbass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it doesn't matter what i say. you'll find someway to twist it to suit your needs.
December 4, 2025 at 4:10 AM
it doesn't matter what i say. you'll find someway to twist it to suit your needs.
triumph or die!
December 4, 2025 at 3:48 AM
triumph or die!
maybe it's silly to be this scared of humans.
December 3, 2025 at 3:43 AM
maybe it's silly to be this scared of humans.
i think if there's anything about myself i've especially come to hate, it's my habit of keeping everyone i know at an arm's length.
December 3, 2025 at 3:32 AM
i think if there's anything about myself i've especially come to hate, it's my habit of keeping everyone i know at an arm's length.
i've always been especially flighty. it's a little embarrassing, shameful even, to think about. but whenever i've been with someone and i can feel even the slightest amount of strain between us, the first thing that comes to mind is to leave the whole thing to burn.
December 3, 2025 at 3:28 AM
i've always been especially flighty. it's a little embarrassing, shameful even, to think about. but whenever i've been with someone and i can feel even the slightest amount of strain between us, the first thing that comes to mind is to leave the whole thing to burn.
i wonder how much of that distance was created from running away from even the mere idea of being hurt by someone else. maybe it's this pitiful fear i have of experiencing something ultimately human that drives me to run further and further away
December 3, 2025 at 3:24 AM
i wonder how much of that distance was created from running away from even the mere idea of being hurt by someone else. maybe it's this pitiful fear i have of experiencing something ultimately human that drives me to run further and further away
it's strange, i often find myself lamenting this infinitely-wide chasm i feel that exists between me and everyone else i've ever interfaced with, but i wonder how much of that unfathomable distance is space that i've created.
December 3, 2025 at 3:18 AM
it's strange, i often find myself lamenting this infinitely-wide chasm i feel that exists between me and everyone else i've ever interfaced with, but i wonder how much of that unfathomable distance is space that i've created.
forgive me, i have this primal fear of getting too close to someone i feel i'll inevitably lose. sometimes it drives me to stay away from people i'd otherwise desperately like to spend time with.
December 3, 2025 at 3:16 AM
forgive me, i have this primal fear of getting too close to someone i feel i'll inevitably lose. sometimes it drives me to stay away from people i'd otherwise desperately like to spend time with.
when can i let it go?
December 2, 2025 at 5:38 PM
when can i let it go?
that part of me that still hurts
December 2, 2025 at 5:37 PM
that part of me that still hurts
heaven can be wherever we want it to be.
November 29, 2025 at 5:25 AM
heaven can be wherever we want it to be.
stop looking back! don't be afraid! keep moving forward! the world can be whatever we want it to be.
November 29, 2025 at 5:25 AM
stop looking back! don't be afraid! keep moving forward! the world can be whatever we want it to be.
to become so infatuated with the hollow comfort of times so far beyond your reach while the time you have left to shape your future melts away in the blink of an eye. i can't imagine a bigger fool.
November 29, 2025 at 5:21 AM
to become so infatuated with the hollow comfort of times so far beyond your reach while the time you have left to shape your future melts away in the blink of an eye. i can't imagine a bigger fool.
i think it's okay, maybe human even, to yearn for the way things used to be. but don't let yourself get trapped by that which you have no power to change.
November 29, 2025 at 5:13 AM
i think it's okay, maybe human even, to yearn for the way things used to be. but don't let yourself get trapped by that which you have no power to change.
it's okay if you have regrets. just keep them to yourself.
November 29, 2025 at 4:42 AM
it's okay if you have regrets. just keep them to yourself.
a future is not given to you. it is something you must take for yourself.
November 27, 2025 at 4:23 AM
a future is not given to you. it is something you must take for yourself.
one day i'll wake up
November 26, 2025 at 3:47 AM
one day i'll wake up
nine times out of ten i'll be thinking of you.
November 22, 2025 at 5:26 AM
nine times out of ten i'll be thinking of you.
even now, i can't cry.
November 19, 2025 at 5:46 PM
even now, i can't cry.
sever the strings
November 18, 2025 at 3:44 AM
sever the strings
the skies are always so beautiful this time of year
November 17, 2025 at 11:16 PM
the skies are always so beautiful this time of year
it's not something i think about often, but is it really that common to hold grudges? i've found others have a much easier time doing it than i do. it's difficult for me to harbor any resentment, even towards those that had a direct hand in my suffering.
November 15, 2025 at 3:05 AM
it's not something i think about often, but is it really that common to hold grudges? i've found others have a much easier time doing it than i do. it's difficult for me to harbor any resentment, even towards those that had a direct hand in my suffering.
maybe i'm too forgiving, or maybe i spend too much time rationalizing every time i've been hurt as some divine punishment to balance out my karma.
November 15, 2025 at 2:52 AM
maybe i'm too forgiving, or maybe i spend too much time rationalizing every time i've been hurt as some divine punishment to balance out my karma.
i can do anything with you by my side!
November 12, 2025 at 9:05 PM
i can do anything with you by my side!