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hi, my gf lost her job a few months back and we're still looking for work, we're both trans and i'm disabled so that complicates things. we've exhausted what little we had and now are $558 short for rent next month. im sorry but if you could rb this id rly appreciate it.
v/nmo and pp are @ muzzlelad
v/nmo and pp are @ muzzlelad
dexedrine gives me this really bad heart pounding. feeling and my chest cramps like ive had too much coffee as soon as my first dose of heart meds wear off (sometimes earlier). and the second dose doesn't seem to fix it. and if move around the chest pain is very bad. UGH!!!!!!!!
February 3, 2026 at 3:00 AM
dexedrine gives me this really bad heart pounding. feeling and my chest cramps like ive had too much coffee as soon as my first dose of heart meds wear off (sometimes earlier). and the second dose doesn't seem to fix it. and if move around the chest pain is very bad. UGH!!!!!!!!
its crazy to think now but i think if i was unable to be trans or have access to psych meds i probably would have died self mutilating at like. 19, 22. i was fantasizing about it daily as a teenager, i wanted to ruin my body violently so no one could ever want to use me again
February 3, 2026 at 12:19 AM
its crazy to think now but i think if i was unable to be trans or have access to psych meds i probably would have died self mutilating at like. 19, 22. i was fantasizing about it daily as a teenager, i wanted to ruin my body violently so no one could ever want to use me again
i wonder if when i get top surgery it will make me stop hating the breasts of other people
February 3, 2026 at 12:10 AM
i wonder if when i get top surgery it will make me stop hating the breasts of other people
i hope one day i can repay everyone whos always sending money to help us with rent if i can get a wfh job i'll become the spontaneous gift giver i always wanted to be
February 2, 2026 at 8:24 PM
i hope one day i can repay everyone whos always sending money to help us with rent if i can get a wfh job i'll become the spontaneous gift giver i always wanted to be
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hi guys we only have 5 days left and are still short the whole $558 plus more because we got some debt paperwork in the mail and i have to buy soap today... please share if you can im sorry for the trouble :(
February 1, 2026 at 5:35 PM
hi guys we only have 5 days left and are still short the whole $558 plus more because we got some debt paperwork in the mail and i have to buy soap today... please share if you can im sorry for the trouble :(
ive been really enjoying my bed time jazz and blues music it helps engage me enough that i don't spiral when alone in the dark and also it's a great way to utilize patience i dont have during the day to learn about art history
February 2, 2026 at 8:25 AM
ive been really enjoying my bed time jazz and blues music it helps engage me enough that i don't spiral when alone in the dark and also it's a great way to utilize patience i dont have during the day to learn about art history
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wise posting from @muzzlelad.bsky.social
February 1, 2026 at 11:39 PM
wise posting from @muzzlelad.bsky.social
second transgender man was waiting for me to leave the women's restroom before washing his hands
February 2, 2026 at 1:49 AM
second transgender man was waiting for me to leave the women's restroom before washing his hands
hi guys we only have 5 days left and are still short the whole $558 plus more because we got some debt paperwork in the mail and i have to buy soap today... please share if you can im sorry for the trouble :(
February 1, 2026 at 5:35 PM
hi guys we only have 5 days left and are still short the whole $558 plus more because we got some debt paperwork in the mail and i have to buy soap today... please share if you can im sorry for the trouble :(
GOAT MCR: sometimes i cry so hard from pleading / so sick and tired of all the needless bleating
February 1, 2026 at 5:24 PM
GOAT MCR: sometimes i cry so hard from pleading / so sick and tired of all the needless bleating
okay it's been about 9 years i think i can listen to an anamanaguchi song again
February 1, 2026 at 7:37 AM
okay it's been about 9 years i think i can listen to an anamanaguchi song again
god i love maria cookies
February 1, 2026 at 6:31 AM
god i love maria cookies
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hi, my gf lost her job a few months back and we're still looking for work, we're both trans and i'm disabled so that complicates things. we've exhausted what little we had and now are $558 short for rent next month. im sorry but if you could rb this id rly appreciate it.
v/nmo and pp are @ muzzlelad
v/nmo and pp are @ muzzlelad
January 27, 2026 at 10:54 PM
hi, my gf lost her job a few months back and we're still looking for work, we're both trans and i'm disabled so that complicates things. we've exhausted what little we had and now are $558 short for rent next month. im sorry but if you could rb this id rly appreciate it.
v/nmo and pp are @ muzzlelad
v/nmo and pp are @ muzzlelad
i always thought of myself as being overly empathetic (neutral trait) due to the way im like hyper empathetic to my loved ones but the older i get i think i have less than one really should for strangers. i think its part of the reason i struggle to really comprehend combat sports sometimes
January 31, 2026 at 1:10 AM
i always thought of myself as being overly empathetic (neutral trait) due to the way im like hyper empathetic to my loved ones but the older i get i think i have less than one really should for strangers. i think its part of the reason i struggle to really comprehend combat sports sometimes
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hey folks, I have the unfortunate news that I am opening up some commissions slots. I was ghosted by two freelance clients after sending work and now I can't pay rent. DM or email me if you are interested!
get a cute little guy for 50-100$ USD
examples here, please share!
#Blender3d #indiedev
get a cute little guy for 50-100$ USD
examples here, please share!
#Blender3d #indiedev
January 29, 2026 at 10:03 PM
hey folks, I have the unfortunate news that I am opening up some commissions slots. I was ghosted by two freelance clients after sending work and now I can't pay rent. DM or email me if you are interested!
get a cute little guy for 50-100$ USD
examples here, please share!
#Blender3d #indiedev
get a cute little guy for 50-100$ USD
examples here, please share!
#Blender3d #indiedev
the cats are swarming me and staring and trying to get my attention in the way they do when they are concerned and im not even doing anything im just like tidying up before bed fml
January 30, 2026 at 8:45 AM
the cats are swarming me and staring and trying to get my attention in the way they do when they are concerned and im not even doing anything im just like tidying up before bed fml
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Jesus fucking holy hell.
This is what you should get loud about. If you have any Republican representatives, call them now -and repeatedly. Do what you can to stop this from passing.
This is a nightmare.
This is what you should get loud about. If you have any Republican representatives, call them now -and repeatedly. Do what you can to stop this from passing.
This is a nightmare.
January 29, 2026 at 7:00 PM
Jesus fucking holy hell.
This is what you should get loud about. If you have any Republican representatives, call them now -and repeatedly. Do what you can to stop this from passing.
This is a nightmare.
This is what you should get loud about. If you have any Republican representatives, call them now -and repeatedly. Do what you can to stop this from passing.
This is a nightmare.
sesshomaru from before and after my virtual therapy session
January 29, 2026 at 10:02 PM
sesshomaru from before and after my virtual therapy session
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my tuna mayo is a bit slopular.... my bad for using food bank tuna i guess hope
my rice balls turn out ok
my rice balls turn out ok
January 29, 2026 at 3:01 AM
my tuna mayo is a bit slopular.... my bad for using food bank tuna i guess hope
my rice balls turn out ok
my rice balls turn out ok
damn u guys rly liked tor vuln stacks post i was really unsure about that one
January 28, 2026 at 10:47 PM
damn u guys rly liked tor vuln stacks post i was really unsure about that one