idk if i explained myself well just know im gonna be reading a lot more sherlock holmes

literally you can do anything you want forever

and sometimes when my legs arent too bad ill take myself out for a short while (i call them mikey dates) maybe bookstore maybe coffee shop.. the world is your oyster

i have a lot of thoughts that wont fit neatly into a singular reply but i think keeping a healthy line of communication with yourself is one of the best things you can do in terms of self care. anything from journaling to talking to urself and recording ur own thoughts etc

even when ur aroace i feel like theres a pressure to replace a romantic partnership with a dedicated platonic one and while both can be beautiful i think that they shouldnt be the end all be all, or at least they arent for me.

tldr i think that its Okay if you exist as a singular and i think im still slowly getting out of being used to sharing my every thought with someone +

i enjoy every convo i have with my friends surely that some amount of that enjoyment is coming from me being able to maintain a healthy level of humor and back and forth. the people in my class like me and come up to talk to me so that must count for something

its hard to express bc it does still weigh on me from time to time especially with living in a world that prioritizes partnership so sometimes bc i live kinda in my own bubble i start thinking that maybe theres something fundamentally wrong or horrible about me but like there really isn't

i am a very lonely person on like an objective level but just a few years ago i was heavily codependent and tried really hard to fill that gap in my life with anyone who'd take me. i dont think id be as calm as i am rn with being kind of alone nowadays

every time i look at this art i start howling and clapping my hands and my tongue unfurls like a cartoon wolf

im soo in love with him oomf its crazyy.. aughh..

LANGBYTE REAL TO ME!!!!!

ON IT BOSS!!!!

not many know this but im crazy about shi long lang

woag.. i did not think of this....

?!?@!#??? okay.........

asosami so peak i forget theyre not canon sometimes

life is an amazing thing i enjoy being alive (lying like a liar)
im sick with gastric and i am going crazy i think ryunosuke could save me. ryunosuke.. ryunosuke fight the gastric flu for me..

ryuu asking to have a private little dance with morse where they perform the 'couples dance' from the show ryuu was in.. and they kissyy... yayyy