Matthew Spencer / The Wounded out now!!!
@mspenceofficial.bsky.social
Musician and livestreamer. DM if you want to talk music or business. 25, He/Him, Autistic.
I will... try to regulate my emotions in the future. I clearly don't know how to love or be intimate in a healthy way, without becoming downright obsessive like what happened here. And... I'm so, so sorry to everyone I've hurt.
December 6, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I will... try to regulate my emotions in the future. I clearly don't know how to love or be intimate in a healthy way, without becoming downright obsessive like what happened here. And... I'm so, so sorry to everyone I've hurt.
I don't want to go public with specifics, but... I'm really, really scared you'll one day make a big public callout post or something, and... idk how I'll even be able to respond to that if it does happen
December 6, 2025 at 12:07 PM
I don't want to go public with specifics, but... I'm really, really scared you'll one day make a big public callout post or something, and... idk how I'll even be able to respond to that if it does happen
Just... I'm... I'm so, so sorry, for everything.
December 1, 2025 at 4:14 AM
Just... I'm... I'm so, so sorry, for everything.
I hoped to never live through another year this... truly awful. But... it has happened. I truly believe that this year will take years to recover from. There's a gaping hole in my heart now, where there used to be friendship and love. And... I don't think that hole will be healed for... years.
December 1, 2025 at 4:14 AM
I hoped to never live through another year this... truly awful. But... it has happened. I truly believe that this year will take years to recover from. There's a gaping hole in my heart now, where there used to be friendship and love. And... I don't think that hole will be healed for... years.
2025 has genuinely been the single worst year of my life. I have lost so many people intimately close to me, deeply guarded secrets have been revealed to the world...
it's safe to say this year has been just as bad as 2017, for me. And... that's saying something.
it's safe to say this year has been just as bad as 2017, for me. And... that's saying something.
December 1, 2025 at 4:12 AM
2025 has genuinely been the single worst year of my life. I have lost so many people intimately close to me, deeply guarded secrets have been revealed to the world...
it's safe to say this year has been just as bad as 2017, for me. And... that's saying something.
it's safe to say this year has been just as bad as 2017, for me. And... that's saying something.
If they ever, ever see this... farewell. I truly hope you find love. And... I'm so, so sorry I couldn't be a part of your life anymore.
I still don't understand what happened. Why things went so horribly wrong, so suddenly. I... don't think I will ever know.
I will always and forever miss you.
I still don't understand what happened. Why things went so horribly wrong, so suddenly. I... don't think I will ever know.
I will always and forever miss you.
December 1, 2025 at 4:10 AM
If they ever, ever see this... farewell. I truly hope you find love. And... I'm so, so sorry I couldn't be a part of your life anymore.
I still don't understand what happened. Why things went so horribly wrong, so suddenly. I... don't think I will ever know.
I will always and forever miss you.
I still don't understand what happened. Why things went so horribly wrong, so suddenly. I... don't think I will ever know.
I will always and forever miss you.
I will always, always hold a special place in my heart for them. And I wish them nothing but happiness and love in the future. They changed my life completely in ways that are just... unexplainable. They truly meant everything to me.
December 1, 2025 at 4:08 AM
I will always, always hold a special place in my heart for them. And I wish them nothing but happiness and love in the future. They changed my life completely in ways that are just... unexplainable. They truly meant everything to me.
listen, if you have serious self-esteem problems, or struggle with mental health issues, you are NOT weak/cowardly/completely useless to society like this asshole tried to claim. You're completely valid and deserve love and patience <3
November 26, 2025 at 2:41 PM
listen, if you have serious self-esteem problems, or struggle with mental health issues, you are NOT weak/cowardly/completely useless to society like this asshole tried to claim. You're completely valid and deserve love and patience <3
like, I get it, I know I'm extremely weak, but you don't have to be all 'fuck you you shouldn't be talking to anybody you actual piece of shit'
like, jesus fucking christ
like, jesus fucking christ
November 26, 2025 at 2:31 PM
like, I get it, I know I'm extremely weak, but you don't have to be all 'fuck you you shouldn't be talking to anybody you actual piece of shit'
like, jesus fucking christ
like, jesus fucking christ
PLEASE fix fangs of ashamane- my let's play has been paused for over a month now cause I literally cannot continue without that quest being fixed :(
November 19, 2025 at 3:42 PM
PLEASE fix fangs of ashamane- my let's play has been paused for over a month now cause I literally cannot continue without that quest being fixed :(