YOU DID IT!!!

@crtgirl.bsky.social teach me girl from ipanema

this shit is making me mad enough to learn guitar

my interiority is the last thing that's mine and out of spite i want to keep it mine.

can i disappear from observation without retreating from society? machine scrutiny plagues my walks. the scale of my imagined footage is crushing me. i cannot be creative like this, i cannot be anything. when i came out, i told the world to look at me, but it hasn't blinked since.

navigating the world has become such a nightmare. ten years ago, visibility was power for my queer existence. now, visibility is being logged in databases, is paranoia that my wardrobe is catalogued, is remembering that the police will subpoena etsy sales records to identify protesters.

Yum

I figured this must be how it works!!! That's the only thing that could make sense mechanically, but the embodied sensation of breathing sure doesn't feel like that and I think that's really fascinating and cool

: ) yea : )

Is it the lungs that press against the ribcage, or is it the expansion of the ribcage that expands the lungs, pulling in air? It must be that, right? So why does it feel like my lungs push outward. Breathing is cool…

president from 1993 to 2001