You know what sucks, is when people hurt you, and you haven’t seen them in years. They just pretend that nothing happened.

And it’s so crazy that here I am almost twice the age when it all happened and I getting teary eyed by the whole thing.

Highschool fucks you up in a different type of way

saw people from HS over the weekend. So many of them just make me uncomfortable like jesus.

We can stop pretending lololol

shit makes me laugh. Still “friends” with them because they’re friends with my cousin

im back im tired. there was mold in the roof. My man’s got it fixed tho phewww

funny how the universe works. I went to the gym yesterday, and got my car wash. I guy started flirting with me and asked for my name.

I politely declined. But I love how the universe made me feel a lot better about myself because of that.

successfully cleaned out all pending mail and documents that I needed to discard. Used my hand cranked shredder. I still need to through a few more items

Off to the airport. Turned off all notifications. Absolutely excited to just zone out. Brought my new fountain pen ink :3 I’ll just be journaling the whole time

Did I just give all my work to everyone else I did. weeeeee

started using GLP1 without telling anyone I know. I’m on zepbound 2.5mg I took my second shot and I’m about to take my third on friday. I’ve only lost around 2 pounds in total. Granted I havent been exercising, probably thats why the efficacy is low.

The meeting today didn’t end up as bad I thought. Decided to consistently writing on my journal. We’re going on a trip soon and I’m bring my journal and I think I’ll be just getting some r&r ❤️❤️❤️

annoying shitt

I have seething hate towards my client. Like SEEETTTTHHINNNGGGG

keeping this for a reminder for this week

Fuck

Im so overwhelmed with work its wild. The mantra thats keeping me going is “oh well, the only thing you can do right now is the one that’s in front of you” Like what are they gonna fucking make me do? ridicule me for not being able to do something that they too won’t be able to do hahaahaha

I wonder if I asked chatgpt to interpret tarot cards lolol

This feels a little bit more optimistic hahaha

cards say that this submittal this week is gonna be shit

Corporate america is eating at my soul. Also the pressure that this is such a big client and also having the weight of an entire team on your shoulders is something else. Like what the fuck

I fucking hate work. Or should I not say that to reverse psychology my own thoughts