Tester on scrap fur turned out good! Excited to make my paws :)

Ty, it was just so jarring cause Ive never dealt with this before so im like...0-0 especially since you'd think when I was larger id get it more. It doesn't make sense. But their audacity was just in full force haha

Body neutral in my life, ive lost weight to regain stamina for work (but also cause I dont drink anymore) but not for aesthetic reasons. I just wanna exist sometimes and not have my body be part of my worth. Long rant but I just cant believe ppl sometimes..

Me feel uncomfortable because its always out of nowhere. Like I get if we were talking about what we were into, sure! But im working and yall are coming hard at me about fetishizing my body type while im just trying to make a living. Its been kinda nagging at me and im just striving to be

Made me feel icky. Especially since I very clearly have nothing indicating thats an interest to me other than being big and drawing bodies of all sizes. I have lost 85lbs this year and now that im smaller than my starting size im getting more ppl suggesting fat fetish stuff to me and it makes

Stuff, others pointed out because I drew larger bodies i obviously was part of that community (as I am living in a larger body as well) and it was always when my partner wasn't at the table. Ive always dealt with disordered eating and fat fetishism is the other side of the same coin and it just

Hahahaahah!!

Able to celebrate a non scale victory so big. Time to buy myself a nice corset though I miss wearing them :)