One good thing is that I didn’t follow this show for goddamn 5 whole years,,, I might actually kms 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 from the slow burn and the teasing or whatever the hell that the writers are doing oh god save me lord

Now I am at the rookie s5 ep8 ,,,,urggg

I have watch a lot of their scenes like thousand times I swear

The way I can completely take the hyperfixation out from my system is only after I've gone extreme until the end like it tires me out lol. ahahha thanks anyway!

This is such a good tip. I think I really need a discipline for myself while spreading out my hobbies . I am glad that I am able to manage my social media usage a lot but the hardest part is when I'm hung up on something , it is such a struggle for me to leave out from that loop

wow...I need to a lot of work to rewire my brain again.

it's very healing way to cope😜

You give me plot, you give me background, you give me character's individual goals ,flaws and ALSO while developing the relationship outside and between said two destined characters. THEN I AM SOLD.
Read Kono Oto Tomare! Omg that manga is Mwah!

I get captivated more from the ships which caught me off guard and make me click instantly between the chemistry of those characters because the interaction between them are so subtle until you know and realize it

Ok Ok the problem is in fact it's me as well. I dont invest much in the stories which is just straight up put "romance" "love" all over my face like Yea I get it. this and that character will end up together. Welp yea they are maybe cute .that's it. I couldn't bring myself to care much

I have been logged off from chenford community cuz I don't want spoilers but I dunno if it is for better or worse. But hey ChenFord is gold

I have very limited resources to find, I can't engage/read with theory/HC/fanart/fanfic unless it's like 3 yo.

Ok This is very cute <3

OK OK of course it comes with the package, Expectation will kill you BUT I WOULD STILL DO IT IN SPITE OF IT

I THINK THAT IS THE BEST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO A FAN. HOW DO YOU GOING TO WATCH A SHOW WITHOUT IT PUTTING A SPARK INTO YOU

uh...uh I really can't I have been replaying that scene for thousands time😭😭😭