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🎀 hanged 𖦹🫀𖦹 girl 🎀
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❄️ the world is much smaller than i thought it was... ꒦꒷ chewing on the Sand is just a part of my life. 🌕 it wont Poison me, what a shame... the "True Feelings" that im searching for are so decomposed... 🫟 it only makes me puke. ꒷꒦ i want to strum the Light to that child... 🧿
December 4, 2025 at 4:00 PM
🥀 the yesterday that is walking on now shakes and cries out at the me of today... 🌕 the moon laughs at what i thought was normal... 💔 disgusting kid... trying to die, ill feel better in the afterlife. 🧿 it hurts, and it aches... but as long as i'm cute, nothing matters...~ 🎀
December 3, 2025 at 4:59 PM
❤️‍🩹 strangely... i'm sewn into place by the crimson seeping into my eyes, rendered unable to move... my feverish heart cried out in your direction... 🌸 ...so loud that it couldn't be hidden... even the sky, horribly inflamed and muddied, appeared so transparent that it was heartrending... 🩸
November 30, 2025 at 4:00 PM
aaaand... scoop~! 🦊🐇
November 27, 2025 at 4:00 PM
🪻🐇 all along, all along, i'd been longing for the dawn of a new day, for a "today" that won't fade away... ❦ even if tonight, they were to sink into today's night, i'll close my eyes, and head to sleep... give me your night. 🗡️🌸
November 25, 2025 at 4:59 PM
clinging to you, squirming, passionate... smearing drool on top of the "baguette," this empty husk’s been consumed by love~ a sweet, post-truth french kiss... a warped, erotic love and peace... my head floods with You... maybe im being brainwashed, but i dont care at all...~
🎀❄️🎼
November 24, 2025 at 4:23 PM
꒦꒷💘👁️ drink up the tears from your dissected heart... 🩸 the thump-thumping speeds up, you'll always be my idol...~ 🌀🦋🫀🦋🌀 in sickness and in health, ill always be watching over you, see? 🩸 dont be scared...~ 👁️💘꒷꒦
November 22, 2025 at 4:00 PM
🏹 a headshot hits my fevered head... oozing, the wounds reopen. the more you love, the more it weakens you... 🩸 yet, i could not throw it away. love is supposed to be strong, shine on our days... 🌑 love is supposed to win in the end, to save the world... if only it had been so. 💔
November 21, 2025 at 4:59 PM
ummm... guys... i think there might be a roach in my house... 🎼
November 17, 2025 at 4:59 PM
we’re perfectly in sync, and yet, off the beat...
the number of tries keeps accumulating at the mercy of an endless love...
we’ll hurt each other over and over, a blended love philosophy...
my bloodshot wish will soon be relieved...
ah, i detest love...
November 17, 2025 at 4:00 PM
dont look at me like that...
im not going to tell anyone the hurt of my body's collapse...
you only know my voice through a piece of glass.
it hurts...
it hurts...
it hurts...!
my body's on the verge of saying "no more!"
my face that youre looking at... is it smiling...?
November 16, 2025 at 4:00 PM
just read this out loud to my gf and she said "mafumom at mafuyu" SHES NEVER PLAYED PROJECT SEKAI
November 16, 2025 at 12:00 AM
astronomically insane local mall find from yesterday evening... 🤯
November 15, 2025 at 4:00 PM
it hurts just looking at you...

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゚ 。 ゚∘ ° 。゚

tempera paint, poscas, metallic jelly roll, nazar bead, broken mirror & glass, glitter glue, fake flowers & butterflies, miscellaneous stickers & objects, fresh blood, several charged moon waters.
November 12, 2025 at 6:23 AM
im slipping... slipping, collapsing, losing my mind... with a single secret, everything falls apart! its being destroyed... today's the day, nobody's here. its only me, all alone... no one to stop me from doing This.

im sorry.

...

so much happened, but... i kept on Living.

🧿
November 12, 2025 at 6:11 AM
there were lots of Crows that day... following me... watching me...
November 11, 2025 at 6:14 PM
last night's sunset...
November 11, 2025 at 4:27 PM
one year ago today, i posted this digital artwork. intended to be my final piece on my last day alive, this did not happen. i instead woke up that next morning and headed to the train station, and created my first blood painting. ive Kept Walking since then. ill keep walking... 🐦‍⬛
November 11, 2025 at 4:00 PM
new cover coming very shortly... 👁️🥀🪡🦋
November 10, 2025 at 4:23 PM
see, what you touched is your own mind, perverted by pain... there you go again. now, i was smiling... i was breathing, with a foul mind. that's all there is to it. when i leave to set off, even if we have no words... here's this song, the answer, for us... so you can be smiling.
November 9, 2025 at 4:00 PM
i thought about it as i wandered around under the moon, all night long... the ghost that i am behaves like a "human" from wanting a smile. my radiant halo is closing in around my neck... even if i’ll become a shadow of my former self, someday it’ll become a lovely song...
November 5, 2025 at 4:59 PM
come on doll, get naked... hiding her fate, cord round her neck, the girl cloaked in black is thinking... wondering what kind of doll she'll become Tomorrow... 🌕 catching the snake that killed the golden princess, will you use the wires entwining her organs to paint her wish...?
November 5, 2025 at 4:00 PM
💙 my Heart, creaking, lives in this moment more than anyone else's... if a sentimental argument void of distinction is allowed, then... 💔 i have a Heart seemingly on the verge of breaking apart, that i swallowed back down, unable to even burst into tears... let me SCREAM that!!!! 🩶
November 4, 2025 at 4:59 PM
take me away from this world with no paths... are you having fun today without me? i hate, despise, and detest... both yesterday and today. i also hate today, and tomorrow... and everything else. drenched in morning dews, in my left paw... there is nothing but endless regret. 🪽
November 4, 2025 at 4:44 PM
"may i be able to grasp Your paw..." so i wish. in this everyday, where i only think about Warmth of the pad of your paw... 🐾 i want to Cry... now, even if you Melt into the atmosphere, having floated in the sky... only my unchanging Feelings are there.
November 4, 2025 at 4:23 PM