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@meteoricrefrain.bsky.social
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ive been feeling so bad about myself lately idk what to do
February 5, 2026 at 3:18 AM
ive been feeling so bad about myself lately idk what to do
oh maybe its bc im not taking my beta blockers rn so my heart rate is crazier than usual... that can worsen anxiety. thaaattss probably it
February 4, 2026 at 5:08 PM
oh maybe its bc im not taking my beta blockers rn so my heart rate is crazier than usual... that can worsen anxiety. thaaattss probably it
ive started using "😂" constantly bc of my bf
February 4, 2026 at 5:05 PM
ive started using "😂" constantly bc of my bf
i am okay now btw i just had an initial reaction to something i feel like im overemphasizing to ignore this i just have anxiety 😂
February 4, 2026 at 5:04 PM
i am okay now btw i just had an initial reaction to something i feel like im overemphasizing to ignore this i just have anxiety 😂
i hate that im so sensitive goooddd. just ignore this genuinely i just needed to say it but also didnt wanna say it where i might get actual attention. not just one instance lately i got too sensitive over a nonissue with my bf like two days ago too.
period time? potentially. stress? definitely
period time? potentially. stress? definitely
February 4, 2026 at 5:00 PM
i hate that im so sensitive goooddd. just ignore this genuinely i just needed to say it but also didnt wanna say it where i might get actual attention. not just one instance lately i got too sensitive over a nonissue with my bf like two days ago too.
period time? potentially. stress? definitely
period time? potentially. stress? definitely
i wish i was rich so i could afford to live because it really seems like you have to be rich to survive in america anymore
January 13, 2026 at 6:47 AM
i wish i was rich so i could afford to live because it really seems like you have to be rich to survive in america anymore
flashback to the neurologist who told me i had a seizure because i was skinny even tho the seizure happened a week after starting wellbutrin which is known to lower the seizure threshold in individuals at risk for seizures WHICH I AM BC OF CHIARI MALFORMATION
January 13, 2026 at 6:47 AM
flashback to the neurologist who told me i had a seizure because i was skinny even tho the seizure happened a week after starting wellbutrin which is known to lower the seizure threshold in individuals at risk for seizures WHICH I AM BC OF CHIARI MALFORMATION
i cant even afford these stupid doctor appointments that go nowhere. im terrified the dysautonomia clinic is gonna be like "uhhmm nothings wrong with you" and i'll be back at square one. and i'll get kicked off my mom's insurance in november bc i'll be 26
January 13, 2026 at 6:45 AM
i cant even afford these stupid doctor appointments that go nowhere. im terrified the dysautonomia clinic is gonna be like "uhhmm nothings wrong with you" and i'll be back at square one. and i'll get kicked off my mom's insurance in november bc i'll be 26
im constantly so tired and get told to drink more water and get more sleep and will it ever be enough? will i just told to do more and more until all i do is drink water and sleep? will they believe me then?
January 13, 2026 at 6:44 AM
im constantly so tired and get told to drink more water and get more sleep and will it ever be enough? will i just told to do more and more until all i do is drink water and sleep? will they believe me then?
i had a fucking seizure man. and its just been downhill from there. i feel bad all the time.
January 13, 2026 at 6:43 AM
i had a fucking seizure man. and its just been downhill from there. i feel bad all the time.
like something is obviously wrong! but i guess im obviously faking it. i cant even get on disability because no one will vouch for me because i dont have a valid diagnosis apparently. even though chiari malformation IS a disability its just not "bad enough"
January 13, 2026 at 6:43 AM
like something is obviously wrong! but i guess im obviously faking it. i cant even get on disability because no one will vouch for me because i dont have a valid diagnosis apparently. even though chiari malformation IS a disability its just not "bad enough"
like... can i be a normal person? i feel like im faking being disabled a lot because i cant get a fucking diagnosis and doctors make me feel crazy even though i just had major surgery and im missing an entire organ because it just didnt fucking work
January 13, 2026 at 6:42 AM
like... can i be a normal person? i feel like im faking being disabled a lot because i cant get a fucking diagnosis and doctors make me feel crazy even though i just had major surgery and im missing an entire organ because it just didnt fucking work
my food stamps arent enough to last the entire month either. my mom barely makes enough money to support us and i feel SO bad that i cant work
January 13, 2026 at 6:41 AM
my food stamps arent enough to last the entire month either. my mom barely makes enough money to support us and i feel SO bad that i cant work
im finna run out of money and i wont get any more until like april or may and i dont know what to do?? my meds are expensive and only getting MORE expensive because trump is so fucking stupid and the economy sucks ass
January 13, 2026 at 6:41 AM
im finna run out of money and i wont get any more until like april or may and i dont know what to do?? my meds are expensive and only getting MORE expensive because trump is so fucking stupid and the economy sucks ass
i feel so bad. all the time. i hate it so much
January 13, 2026 at 6:40 AM
i feel so bad. all the time. i hate it so much
ive got so much weighing on me im just so ugh
December 27, 2025 at 5:27 AM
ive got so much weighing on me im just so ugh
im not feeling confident about being able to afford the hotel and rhe surgery is in less than a month...
November 12, 2025 at 5:59 PM
im not feeling confident about being able to afford the hotel and rhe surgery is in less than a month...
is this stupid to vent about?? idk. it just doesnt feel like my bday is soon or that it'll be a fun day. like im not looking forward to it because i dont want to be disappointed
November 9, 2025 at 4:49 AM
is this stupid to vent about?? idk. it just doesnt feel like my bday is soon or that it'll be a fun day. like im not looking forward to it because i dont want to be disappointed
i dont even know if my mom is off work or not. and ive been so stressed out anyway. i dont even have food stamps so idk if i can even gather the stuff to make a cake lol.
November 9, 2025 at 4:48 AM
i dont even know if my mom is off work or not. and ive been so stressed out anyway. i dont even have food stamps so idk if i can even gather the stuff to make a cake lol.
oogghh my birthday is in 12 days and i dont even think i'll be able to do anything fun because we can't afford it. i dont know that i'll even get anything for my birthday? not that that's really a huge deal ig but my bday feels so far off and yet its happening so soon
November 9, 2025 at 4:47 AM
oogghh my birthday is in 12 days and i dont even think i'll be able to do anything fun because we can't afford it. i dont know that i'll even get anything for my birthday? not that that's really a huge deal ig but my bday feels so far off and yet its happening so soon
i didnt realize i was on this account still
November 4, 2025 at 2:07 AM
i didnt realize i was on this account still
of course trump would be a stubborn fucking uncaring bitchy asshole during november of all
months like goddamn dude get a fucking life??? no one likes you?? why do you want to make it worse??? people need food but they dont need a rich fuck for a president
months like goddamn dude get a fucking life??? no one likes you?? why do you want to make it worse??? people need food but they dont need a rich fuck for a president
November 3, 2025 at 7:57 PM
of course trump would be a stubborn fucking uncaring bitchy asshole during november of all
months like goddamn dude get a fucking life??? no one likes you?? why do you want to make it worse??? people need food but they dont need a rich fuck for a president
months like goddamn dude get a fucking life??? no one likes you?? why do you want to make it worse??? people need food but they dont need a rich fuck for a president
no one would donate to a go fund me if i set one up either bc like. no one hws money in this ecomomy but also no one even knows me lol
November 3, 2025 at 7:56 PM
no one would donate to a go fund me if i set one up either bc like. no one hws money in this ecomomy but also no one even knows me lol
i have no skills to offer people either so i cant promise a service to anyone if they give me money lol
November 3, 2025 at 7:55 PM
i have no skills to offer people either so i cant promise a service to anyone if they give me money lol
i dont know how much the surgery itself is gonna cost either
November 3, 2025 at 7:53 PM
i dont know how much the surgery itself is gonna cost either