OF COURSE IT HAD TO BE ROUGE, DANGIT XD

At least until I get out of here with my friend...

I forgot to add btw:
Since he insisted so much on me deleting my socials' bio and using my deadname, I just blocked him on Tiktok, and Im not afraid of him finding my other profiles, if he hasnt heard of a site, he wont look for it.

So yeah, he knows and I've gotta survive with him from now on.

Anyway, Im getting sleepy, wasnt a long thread but pretty much summarized what happened.

Did I cry? Am I good?
No I didnt, and Im okay.

I had 5 damn years to process that my dad would NOT be by my side once this came out, he could've learned or be more open, but no. He's the same he's ever been.

I recorded the whole conversation and I've got it on my phone rn, but ofc, I wont post it bc its on spanish and shit. I just recorded it to have evidence in case something bad happens.

In the end, he's angy, wont talk to me as before. And you know what? Good 💜

The less I see him, the better 💜

"Once you get your own job, money and your own place, then you can be whatever thing you wanna be, but not while you're staying in this house. My house. And you better not show any stupid trans thing, y'all queers think you're saving the world but you aint doing shit"

...yeah, my dad ladies & gents

Also, apparently the mf thinks being trans is a virus or some shit, because he kept saying I should "keep my ideas away from my siblings so they dont get influenced by them".

Yup, he said that, I wish I was kidding.

He ended the convo with something like:

He also mentioned how much he was expecting me to be a parent, have a house, family and whatever... but I insisted I had never wanted that.

"You'll end up like your aunt, with nobody taking care of her at her age".

Bc sure, for his conservative ass, children are just future free caretakers.

He went on and on about how he would force me to change all my socials (not only tiktok), how he would uninstall our internet so I dont get fed all that "queer bs", and that if I dare to even show or say anything trans related, then we "would have a problem".

I told him its not his decision to make but he started threatening me saying stuff like:
"I've been patient with you these years, you dont even have a real job and your doodles dont even pay off enough for you to live on your own, you should've done more with your life, you should thank my patience"

Well... "asking" is a polite term, he was demanding me to do it, because "its an order I should obey, because as long as I live under his roof, his orders are above anyone else".

I kept telling him how I'm not gonna change it just because he wants, and bc he doesnt approve me being trans...

Nice pun XD

But yeah, I'll actually write down an update to all of this, I just had a talk with him some hours ago, he told me to stop showing signs of my "trans bullshit" at home so I dont influence my siblings, and I told him that we can just agree to disagree.

If he's mad, is not my problem.

Im already planning on moving out with a friend asap, hopefully we can actually make it.

And the things in my room seem completely intact, so Im just thankful the mf didnt think about looking for more evidence of my "transness" on my room or something

I'm also pretty paranoic about what he could do to me, because HE HAS abused our family before, he gets pissed and violent whenever something like this happens.

I'm already trying to find info on legal stuff if he even tries to put a hand on me.

If he does, Imma report his ass for gender violence.

Told some friends about what happened before getting out of the house.