new moon is speaking to me. I feel stagnant and need a change

maybe after mff ill consider it again. I just need fangs on my teeth and tummy nip tattoos for now

yotes have pretty good shapes too

good triangle shapes

so real and true

id like to take off the dog mask. and id like to be allowed to not be human in any way. id like to embrace the animal in my body and be a wolf

dog is still connected to humanity, similar to werewolf, my veins are interlocked with human veins and it just feels wrong. it felt cathartic at one point but now that I know im not human at all, I feel trapped

I dont want to betray dog, it was there with me for so long but I need to get out

wolf has felt out of my grasp as it feels like as genuine and healthy expression of escape (YES. the wolf is out) and connection to nature. dog is domesticated and inside. I need to feel the wind on my fur or ill die. I still don't feel like I deserve wolf and I just need to fully embrace it