-- on a triple triad card hunt because i still enjoy doing in-game stuff on her yknow.... i'll just have fun with whatever i have rn + fortunately i have other ocs i AM inspired to write, so not all is lost...

yeah, that's how i'm trying to see it... i miss her! i miss writing her! but she just feels so... rootless? idk. hopefully i find the inspiration to move forward with her, i'm afraid i'm too attached to her to just. kill her off or something. SHE WILL RETURN ONE DAY.... but until then, she's --

achievements in-game until i'm ready to write for her again.

ooh, that's actually a smart idea! i still need to play ffxii anyway... hopefully i get some new inspiration there. i will probably end up revising most of her story, i think, i feel starting fresh will help. i'm currently taking a break from her (sort of), i'm just working on my collections and--

maybe it's time to retire her completely and start over with a new wol before i start hating her more. i don't know. i kinda don't want to. i'm still attached to her but i have no idea what to do with her anymore and where to go from here.

for the past year, i've tried so many things to revive my love for shira. i tried to draw/gpose her more, tried to put her in different media, tried to explore xiv more just so i could do her backstory better. it all amounted to nothing in the end and i'm incredibly sad about that.

yesssss it's back until november 27!!

holding out my paw....

wowie i'm glad y'all like this lol