hot guy wow 👀

what the fuck what the fuck that’s immeasurably cruel to you. I’m so sorry

Well thank you

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Yeah but the question is why :P

It sucks posting this bc it’s sure to make some ppl pull away or invest less in me but that’s just… the situation since two years ago. It’s why I’m a problem for some despite their efforts. It sucks :)

On the other, I’m fat, I’m a late transitioner, I’m not particularly feminine, and I don’t try super hard. And not in the ways they can be good! So if you think I’m pretty, you’re like one in a dozen so you’d have to tell me lol 😛

Lmao this is what it felt like riding the battle chariot around

The first couple weeks, I’ll never forget, when my skin felt so tingly. It became so soft. I felt my first pangs about buried dysphoria about old pictures after a couple months. How I had never liked my self. And the breast growth starting a couple more after that. That was real magic 💜

I do, like, take a billion photos of myself when I look really good tho almost as if I was doing a set though lmao (really boringly from the same five angles w one pose)