LustfulSandman
@lustfulsandman.bsky.social
💀35/F/FL🐊
⚰️Chronic Pain + A Mean Brain🧠
🖤Failing at life👻
Sometimes..
I write/Take Photos/Read Oracle Cards
💀 Just trying to survive each day 🪦
⚰️Chronic Pain + A Mean Brain🧠
🖤Failing at life👻
Sometimes..
I write/Take Photos/Read Oracle Cards
💀 Just trying to survive each day 🪦
I have really got to work on saying No.
It's absolutely a complete sentence, and I need to stop people pleasing at the expense of my own health, energy, time, and finances. This is bullshit.
Yesterday wasn't worth this.
I'm fucking trying, but gods damned everything is so fucking hard
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It's absolutely a complete sentence, and I need to stop people pleasing at the expense of my own health, energy, time, and finances. This is bullshit.
Yesterday wasn't worth this.
I'm fucking trying, but gods damned everything is so fucking hard
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December 12, 2025 at 6:52 PM
I have really got to work on saying No.
It's absolutely a complete sentence, and I need to stop people pleasing at the expense of my own health, energy, time, and finances. This is bullshit.
Yesterday wasn't worth this.
I'm fucking trying, but gods damned everything is so fucking hard
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It's absolutely a complete sentence, and I need to stop people pleasing at the expense of my own health, energy, time, and finances. This is bullshit.
Yesterday wasn't worth this.
I'm fucking trying, but gods damned everything is so fucking hard
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Yeah, work didn't last long. Charlie horses in my lower back won't stop. Going home 😮💨
December 12, 2025 at 5:03 PM
Yeah, work didn't last long. Charlie horses in my lower back won't stop. Going home 😮💨
I'm going to try and go into work today. Last night was horrendous. Charlie horses shouldn't be a thing, and it damn sure shouldn't be an entire body thing. No pain meds today so idk how this is going to go, but we have to have the $$
Happy Friday y'all ✨🖖☠️
Happy Friday y'all ✨🖖☠️
December 12, 2025 at 11:32 AM
I'm going to try and go into work today. Last night was horrendous. Charlie horses shouldn't be a thing, and it damn sure shouldn't be an entire body thing. No pain meds today so idk how this is going to go, but we have to have the $$
Happy Friday y'all ✨🖖☠️
Happy Friday y'all ✨🖖☠️
Game Awards?? Suuure why not ฅᨐฅ
December 12, 2025 at 1:18 AM
Game Awards?? Suuure why not ฅᨐฅ
Spent an entire work day, a full 8 hours decorating at my job. I've been on my feet for nearly 8 hours straight. I worked through my lunch to get this done. And now I honestly don't know if I can even go to work tomorrow. I don't even know if I'll be able to walk. I am in so much pain 😭 Just wtf
December 11, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Spent an entire work day, a full 8 hours decorating at my job. I've been on my feet for nearly 8 hours straight. I worked through my lunch to get this done. And now I honestly don't know if I can even go to work tomorrow. I don't even know if I'll be able to walk. I am in so much pain 😭 Just wtf
And we're back to our regularly scheduled program... Extreme nausea, getting ill, and having absolutely no appetite whatsoever. The idea of food makes my throat feel like it's closing.
I've lost more weight.
This is bullshit and I honestly feel like my body is actively dying....👍
I've lost more weight.
This is bullshit and I honestly feel like my body is actively dying....👍
December 10, 2025 at 8:55 PM
And we're back to our regularly scheduled program... Extreme nausea, getting ill, and having absolutely no appetite whatsoever. The idea of food makes my throat feel like it's closing.
I've lost more weight.
This is bullshit and I honestly feel like my body is actively dying....👍
I've lost more weight.
This is bullshit and I honestly feel like my body is actively dying....👍
FIGURED IT OUT!! It's a Gray Catbird 🐦⬛🙌
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December 10, 2025 at 12:36 PM
FIGURED IT OUT!! It's a Gray Catbird 🐦⬛🙌
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Why is it only Tuesday??? 😩
December 9, 2025 at 12:32 PM
Why is it only Tuesday??? 😩
A few more shots from Saturday mornings walk
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December 9, 2025 at 1:52 AM
A few more shots from Saturday mornings walk
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Damn Buzzards 🤣🤣
December 7, 2025 at 5:05 PM
Damn Buzzards 🤣🤣
Waking up at 5AM with terrible anxiety seems to be my new norm. Fuck off with this shit. I am so far beyond exhausted. Driving home yesterday I was falling asleep. I can't keep living like this
December 7, 2025 at 2:27 PM
Waking up at 5AM with terrible anxiety seems to be my new norm. Fuck off with this shit. I am so far beyond exhausted. Driving home yesterday I was falling asleep. I can't keep living like this
And just like that, panic attack.
I'm crawling under ten blankets and a heating pad and try and ride this out. I'm so fucking exhausted and want to be done with this
I'm crawling under ten blankets and a heating pad and try and ride this out. I'm so fucking exhausted and want to be done with this
December 6, 2025 at 11:49 PM
And just like that, panic attack.
I'm crawling under ten blankets and a heating pad and try and ride this out. I'm so fucking exhausted and want to be done with this
I'm crawling under ten blankets and a heating pad and try and ride this out. I'm so fucking exhausted and want to be done with this
WAAAAAAAIT - Let me introduce y'all to Don Juan 🦎🦖
He's big and super cute and handsome and loves him some chin scritches!! He was too far away to give a little scritchy to. But he's so cool and I absolutely adore him 🥰
He's big and super cute and handsome and loves him some chin scritches!! He was too far away to give a little scritchy to. But he's so cool and I absolutely adore him 🥰
December 6, 2025 at 11:14 PM
WAAAAAAAIT - Let me introduce y'all to Don Juan 🦎🦖
He's big and super cute and handsome and loves him some chin scritches!! He was too far away to give a little scritchy to. But he's so cool and I absolutely adore him 🥰
He's big and super cute and handsome and loves him some chin scritches!! He was too far away to give a little scritchy to. But he's so cool and I absolutely adore him 🥰
A few shots from this morning
December 6, 2025 at 11:08 PM
A few shots from this morning
I was nice. Cordial. I didn't freak out, but gods damn did I want to.
I'm at the point where I don't care anymore. If you're an abuser, you will be dealt with eventually. There's a right time and right place for everything.....
Hope y'all are having a beautiful Saturday
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I'm at the point where I don't care anymore. If you're an abuser, you will be dealt with eventually. There's a right time and right place for everything.....
Hope y'all are having a beautiful Saturday
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kermit the frog is dancing on a stage with a red curtain behind him .
ALT: kermit the frog is dancing on a stage with a red curtain behind him .
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December 6, 2025 at 9:40 PM
I was nice. Cordial. I didn't freak out, but gods damn did I want to.
I'm at the point where I don't care anymore. If you're an abuser, you will be dealt with eventually. There's a right time and right place for everything.....
Hope y'all are having a beautiful Saturday
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I'm at the point where I don't care anymore. If you're an abuser, you will be dealt with eventually. There's a right time and right place for everything.....
Hope y'all are having a beautiful Saturday
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Any Native Floridians wanna help me out with figuring out what animal makes this type of call? I'm born and raised here + have no effing clue. I'm so curious!!!
12.06.2025 Around 7:30 AM
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12.06.2025 Around 7:30 AM
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December 6, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Any Native Floridians wanna help me out with figuring out what animal makes this type of call? I'm born and raised here + have no effing clue. I'm so curious!!!
12.06.2025 Around 7:30 AM
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12.06.2025 Around 7:30 AM
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This morning was truly beautiful. I wish I could get out more often
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December 6, 2025 at 3:12 PM
This morning was truly beautiful. I wish I could get out more often
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"Physical violence isn't the answer"....in some cases it's absolutely warranted.
Abusers will learn one way or another.
Have a beautiful day y'all!!
I'll off soon to have a little fun with a beautiful friend of mine
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Abusers will learn one way or another.
Have a beautiful day y'all!!
I'll off soon to have a little fun with a beautiful friend of mine
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December 6, 2025 at 3:08 PM
"Physical violence isn't the answer"....in some cases it's absolutely warranted.
Abusers will learn one way or another.
Have a beautiful day y'all!!
I'll off soon to have a little fun with a beautiful friend of mine
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Abusers will learn one way or another.
Have a beautiful day y'all!!
I'll off soon to have a little fun with a beautiful friend of mine
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Pain flares all day. Anxiety constantly high. Three panic attacks while at work. I freaked out in my car because I lost my license. Apparently when I walked in the building a guy asked my mom if SHE was ok. As if I was yelling at her. Way to make me feel like an absolute piece of shit.
December 5, 2025 at 10:42 PM
Pain flares all day. Anxiety constantly high. Three panic attacks while at work. I freaked out in my car because I lost my license. Apparently when I walked in the building a guy asked my mom if SHE was ok. As if I was yelling at her. Way to make me feel like an absolute piece of shit.
When your oldest fur baby wants to be closer to you, but not on you and hard surfaces hurt her body....here's the solution 😸
I've lost my desk space, but she's worth it.
I have my keyboard on my lap lol 😆
I love her so damn much 💜🐱🐈🩷
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I've lost my desk space, but she's worth it.
I have my keyboard on my lap lol 😆
I love her so damn much 💜🐱🐈🩷
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December 4, 2025 at 10:11 PM
When your oldest fur baby wants to be closer to you, but not on you and hard surfaces hurt her body....here's the solution 😸
I've lost my desk space, but she's worth it.
I have my keyboard on my lap lol 😆
I love her so damn much 💜🐱🐈🩷
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I've lost my desk space, but she's worth it.
I have my keyboard on my lap lol 😆
I love her so damn much 💜🐱🐈🩷
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Seeing this made my day ☺️
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December 4, 2025 at 8:39 PM
Seeing this made my day ☺️
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