maybe i shoudl jsut stop talking

maybe i'm just one of those unfortunate people who get to struggle and suffer through a miserable life and then die and be forgotten.
there are a lot fo people liek that and we don't even know they existed, becuase that's the point.

but i don't evne think i'd be happy then becuase i'm so used to misery that i all i can ever think about in a 'moment of happiness' is what's gont o happen when it ends? what cost will be paid for this one moment? and will it even be worth it?

i wish just for once in my life i felt safe and stable somewhere

i've never lived anywhere for more than 2 years. i don't have a childhood home. recently i've never moved form anywhere on good terms, it's always been an eviction

i just want to know what stability feels like, just once

i'm just getting really tired, you know?

like that exhaustion where you just don't enjoy anything about life anymore. where you just want to sleep and sleep and sleep because being unconscious is the only reprieve

There was also an ending where you bang the robot as he dies

And you cure someone's cipa with... Brain hacking

And then there's Mink's route.... Yikes.

And Trip and Virus's bad ending. YIKES

What the fuck was that game, man lol

Man, I was already wanting to draw artax being a disaster asexual and now I wanna draw corrin being used in his sleep

god damnit

Oooh those three are my faves! Tamers was the best season.

But yeah, DSTS is quite fun and the slightly jank EN voices are endearing.

I would say I wish digimon released games more often, but theeen we'd end up with the pokemon slop fest so I'll take quality over quantity.

Pfft I know that feeling. I stood around and grinded until I got something that made at least a little sense. But baohuckmon and growlmon are super cool

My team right now is Lucemon, Wisemon, Myotismon, Antylamon, Dorogreymon, and Cyberdramon

I haaaaaaaaate when that happens

Like don't tease me with all these cool digimon and then be like "Nuh uh uh! These aren't for you yet! Tee hee."

Btw, what's your team right now?

Also apparently there's beelstarmon which is uh... I mean lemme be honest, she is not as cool as beelzemon, sorry.

But I'm glad they didn't call her beelzewoman because that naming convention is so corny lol