this is a targeted post @ folks with chronic pain and/or who get overstimulated by textures and cannot get comfortable

i am unfortunately both

i kept telling the triage nurse on the phone i really didn't want to go to the ER and that i'd probably be fine, cut to 40 minutes later i'm at the ER and had to have someone push me in a wheelchair, help me pull my pants down and help me get on the toilet just to pee 😭

this joke works on twitter i swear

whomst did this show yourself!!!

sorry for being depressing lol i am just very tired of progressively feeling worse physically and still making the tiniest baby steps towards finding any kind of answer. feels like for every 6 steps i take, only 1 is actually going forward? (if that makes any sense)

i feel like a broken record! being sick sucks! im very thankful for my loving friends and family cuz if it weren't for them i would've probably put in my 2 weeks notice by now!! anyways thanks for your extreme patience with me!!