I'm kinda happy that I threw a panic attack before plane, because my parents are ashamed of abusing me in public and they fell for it lmfao this old man was patting my shoulder and calming me down while my dad was yoinking on me harshly and get outed you piece of rotting shit

Ik I shouldn't focus on numbers, but since I'm so emotional about the trip, anything even minor can set me off 💀 like I will kick, cry, throw hands, hunt them down

They forced me ig

Idc that I been starved for 12+ hours I. just. don't. care.

Idk probs no

Crying

Idc that my parents will abuse me more after they come back home, idc that they gon disown me or kick me out to the streets. I just can't give aby more fucks. I keep on having nightmares about this hell of a dizzy claustrophobic pressurized rice cooker ass trip and I just can't bro 💀

Oh you know. That's how people on internet be like

Not gonna specify who cuz I have trust issues with my previous ex friend who blackmailed me so im just gonna keep it just a mystery ig

Yeah. Basically the person faked it. But I'm still upset cuz it got my friend (who reported it) to be upset and I'm very sponge absorbing empathy and it hurts me greatly.

I will never again say I'm $u!$idal over some small dumb shit ever again. This gen shooks me. I lost a close mutual before when I was much younger due to natural causes and it had me stressed me entire high school

Like I'm already anxious from evening anxiety + soon trip + caffeine and general anxiety and I just get this info dropped and I'm just???? 😭😭😭 speechless

Yeah it's a real thing lol there are sed based pooltoys that well have very anal/vagina looking holes