its frustrating bc like,. i cant even bring up how i feel about it without feeling bad too so its just like this thing i sit with and it never gets easier for some reason

i kno im my period and whatever but it frustrates me being so viciously jealous of other ppl that have their basic needs met, like i wish i had a room i wish my body wasnt Actively Decaying, i wish i had a name for myself i wish i had skills and did anything worthwhile but no

thank u ;; thats very sweet

i should probably sleep so i dont end up doing anything bad, im safe but being this sad drains me

nobody would care anyway so why bother pretending they would

i really should just do it, this cycle of being ok, something happening, having a breakdown, nothing happening but my living situation being awful, having a breakdown, i cant take it anymore lmao

i know im too sensitive but im tired of my anger being the butt of so many jokes

im having a breakdown again because i just wanted to hang out with my friends bc i get so little time to talk to anyone when im able to be at my pc but instead i get ragebaited and told id thirst after a child character

just an easily ragebaitable slut to anyone i know i guess yay

ill do my best ;; thank u for the encouragement it means a lot

yea,, im trying not to let it get me down but i am such a sensitive person and while id rather be sensitive than not, it does suck and make me feel bad,, i kno theyre just shitty people but that part of me is so frustrated,, i just dont understand what the point of their little space is its so dumb

my pic on that reddit has more engagement than like 80% of the other posts on there and its all negative teehee honestly i should scrap those characters bc i dont think ill be able to look at them anymore without feeling upset

asdfjkgh thank u so much omg

AA THANK U,