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LostAutiSoul
@lostautisoul.bsky.social
I am human, I guess.
Although I'm not like most other humans.
My brain runs on a different operating system
slower… multi-layered, deep.
Not sure if I can connect.
Pinned
To all fake profiles:
I spot you from a mile away.
Follow me and you’ll be blocked immediately,
and reported if there’s no doubt about it.
I've stopped taking most of my meds more than a year ago...
January 17, 2026 at 12:19 PM
I think I understand why Machado gave Trump her Nobel Peace Prize.
It’s all in the symbolism.
...
January 16, 2026 at 11:54 AM
RSD...
Very interesting video about it.
And there needs to be more awareness about it.
I'm struggling a lot with RSD too.
In fact, social isolation has made it even much worse in my case.
How To Overcome Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria (RSD)
YouTube video by ADHD Chatter Podcast
www.youtube.com
January 15, 2026 at 11:46 PM
About the ICE agent shooting a woman in a car in Minneapolis.
I don't get it why only 53% Amerikans find that this is not OK.
Me just trying to understand this as a European:
January 15, 2026 at 11:26 PM
My question is more:
My question is more like
"What Happens When You're Not Heard as an adult?"
Nobody answers that...
What Happens When You're Not Heard as a Child
YouTube video by Tim Fletcher
www.youtube.com
January 13, 2026 at 3:52 PM
I'm having a burn-out.
But can't take a vacation or sick-leave.
Not even one day or weekend off.
It's just impossible.
I just have to work 24/7 every day of the year.
January 13, 2026 at 12:55 PM
Something ...euhm ...different
Multilayered.mp3
drive.google.com
January 13, 2026 at 3:03 AM
Ashes on the Hour Hand.mp3
drive.google.com
January 12, 2026 at 10:14 PM
I think that I'm going to stop posting here from now on.
RSD is taking it's toll, so now just trying not to remove my account entirely.
RSD doesn't need confronting reactions, even only silence makes it louder.
Maybe I should only post on obsidian, not social media:
Silence without echoes.
January 10, 2026 at 5:38 PM
Can't believe that MS just creates uncontrolled chaos by the way it is going.
They would still try to get control over it.
-They would sue influencers heavy critique agains them.
-Probably review their plans and campain around it.
It's manipulative controled chaos that goes exactly as planned.
January 10, 2026 at 2:17 AM
Just an observation.
One of the big differences that shines out between US-Americans and other people on social media,
is that everything seems to be about selling things (or even themselves) to an audience.
Like everything in life is about monetization, not much about real connection.
January 9, 2026 at 3:16 PM
So many people are here on bluesky only to show how they want to be seen, not at all as who they are.

It's more about:
“Look at my vibe / aesthetic / persona”
Instead of:
“Hi, I’m X, I post about Y”

I guess that I have an allergy.
January 9, 2026 at 2:44 PM
To believe or not to believe...
LOL
What's reliable and what's not?
Never stop thinking, it's too easy.

This came from a continued chat after posting something somewhere.

Especially the last screenshot is an important one.
January 9, 2026 at 6:10 AM
Frank (he/him) • Ostend, BE

Tech & autonomy over hype
Linux • Docker • local AI
Photography & photo editing
Deep thinking / philosophy

Sci-fi with substance: Star Trek, The Expanse, Person of Interest
Symphonic metal (Nightwish, Epica, Lovebites)

Low noise, high signal.
#promosky #AuDHD
January 8, 2026 at 12:02 PM
From 23:04 on - the story of Adam.
...it says so much about AuDHD - and sadly, how invisible we are
No.1 AuDHD Expert: What AuDHD Really Feels Like, This Habit Means You Have AuDHD!
YouTube video by ADHD Chatter Podcast
youtu.be
January 7, 2026 at 12:13 AM
The strange separation paradox
January 6, 2026 at 8:03 PM
Presence...
January 5, 2026 at 6:28 PM
I have this somewhat strange theory in my mind.
Nothing more than a theory BTW, so it might be just something my mind made up in order to understand reality ...lol

The strangest thing is that some scientists are actually thinking in the same direction now, while I didn't know anything about that.
January 5, 2026 at 3:10 PM
About my intro on bluesky.
January 5, 2026 at 12:11 PM
All those YTubes's that seem to have similar titles like:
"Millions Are Starting To Lose Interest In everything, and it’s a sign that…"
I do understand the feeling...
And as a matter of fact ...I feel it too

I've had a discussion about it with my own thoughts.
This is chatGP just summarizing those.
January 4, 2026 at 6:07 AM
Interesting ...
To be clear about the context:
I was comparing social media (and also Youtube) with direct AI chatting here.
You will get the point in the second part (followup post).
January 1, 2026 at 1:18 PM
It's all about me trying to understand my own mind ...isn't it.
The AuDHD system I'm learning to operate with.

And I can do that so well, because I'm a sytem-thinker?
Like ...OK ...I'm on Linux ...I never knew that.
I thought I was on Windows like everyone else.
...
#AuDHD #autism #ADHD
December 31, 2025 at 2:48 PM
Recognizable...
Only ...with me disconnecting is no such problem anymore, connecting is. Social isolation made me even loose some of my masking abilities I guess.
The Emotional Cost Of Undiagnosed ADHD & How To Reverse It | Dr Lalitaa Suglani (Psychologist)
YouTube video by ADHD Chatter Podcast
www.youtube.com
December 31, 2025 at 3:57 AM
This this one philosophical question always remains...
Why? What's the point? What matters?
Relative to time, space and the universe ...we are nothing at all.
December 30, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Extremely recognizable for me.
I think it mostly happens with autistic and AuDHD people.
People who don’t have friends share these five personality traits
YouTube video by The Mindset Mentor Podcast
www.youtube.com
December 30, 2025 at 5:00 PM