@lost-pierrot.bsky.social
ℭ𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢, 𝔶𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤.
𝔇𝔬 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔠𝔢𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔪𝔢.
𝔈𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔭𝔩𝔲𝔰 𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔶.
𝔇𝔬 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔠𝔢𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔪𝔢.
𝔈𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔭𝔩𝔲𝔰 𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔶.
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ʜᴀʀᴋ, ᴛʀᴀᴠᴇʟʟᴇʀ.
ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘᴀɢᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ꜱᴇɴꜱɪᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴛᴏᴘɪᴄꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴜꜱɪɴɢꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ᴡʜɪᴍ. ᴛʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴄᴀʀᴇꜰᴜʟʟʏ ᴘᴀꜱᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ.
ʏᴏᴜʀꜱ, ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴇᴛᴇʀɴᴀʟ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀꜱ,
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ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘᴀɢᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ꜱᴇɴꜱɪᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴛᴏᴘɪᴄꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴜꜱɪɴɢꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ᴡʜɪᴍ. ᴛʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴄᴀʀᴇꜰᴜʟʟʏ ᴘᴀꜱᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ.
ʏᴏᴜʀꜱ, ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴇᴛᴇʀɴᴀʟ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀꜱ,
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Literally had nightmare dream where all of my exes were in a room (except J*** was a redacted foreboding void-like silhouette) and were trying to convince me to be poly with all of them 😭
February 14, 2026 at 12:52 PM
Literally had nightmare dream where all of my exes were in a room (except J*** was a redacted foreboding void-like silhouette) and were trying to convince me to be poly with all of them 😭
I feel so hopeless. It feels like no one is taking this seriously. I feel that my pain is being diminished. I feel like the house is on fire and im screaming that something is wrong and im being pushed aside
February 12, 2026 at 1:16 PM
I feel so hopeless. It feels like no one is taking this seriously. I feel that my pain is being diminished. I feel like the house is on fire and im screaming that something is wrong and im being pushed aside
I am beyond grateful to have therapy later today. The events of this week have absolutely destroyed me.
February 12, 2026 at 12:29 PM
I am beyond grateful to have therapy later today. The events of this week have absolutely destroyed me.
Update we talked and everything is fine <3
February 11, 2026 at 10:10 PM
Update we talked and everything is fine <3
Insane costar read
February 11, 2026 at 5:12 PM
Insane costar read
Mentioned the feeling like im too dramatic and wasnt given reassurance that he doesnt think that 🥲 chat i am going to crumple and sob uncontrollably. This is such a sore spot for me because my entire life people have diminished my feelings as too much or dramatic. Instantly felt myself pull away.
February 11, 2026 at 4:33 PM
Mentioned the feeling like im too dramatic and wasnt given reassurance that he doesnt think that 🥲 chat i am going to crumple and sob uncontrollably. This is such a sore spot for me because my entire life people have diminished my feelings as too much or dramatic. Instantly felt myself pull away.
This is my ocd and allergy issues worst nightmare and i fucking HATE IT. My entire body burns and itches and i want to sob and rip my skin off. Oh my god.
February 10, 2026 at 2:59 PM
This is my ocd and allergy issues worst nightmare and i fucking HATE IT. My entire body burns and itches and i want to sob and rip my skin off. Oh my god.
I can’t keep doing this. I feel beyond helpless and defeated. I am ravenous for experiences that nourish my body, mind, and soul. I am tired of living while starving.
I am so tired.
I am so tired.
February 7, 2026 at 1:29 PM
I can’t keep doing this. I feel beyond helpless and defeated. I am ravenous for experiences that nourish my body, mind, and soul. I am tired of living while starving.
I am so tired.
I am so tired.
:”) well that was a lot to take in
January 29, 2026 at 11:43 PM
:”) well that was a lot to take in
I was so viscerally pissed off that I fucking threw my phone and broke the popsocket off of it :/ you fill my throat with bile and make me want to break things
January 26, 2026 at 6:36 PM
I was so viscerally pissed off that I fucking threw my phone and broke the popsocket off of it :/ you fill my throat with bile and make me want to break things
I’m so angry.
January 26, 2026 at 6:33 PM
I’m so angry.
I’m so fucking frustrated. You need to stop treating people like this.
November 25, 2025 at 8:05 PM
I’m so fucking frustrated. You need to stop treating people like this.
Reliving one of the most traumatic things over and over and over again! Please make it stop!
August 11, 2025 at 1:11 AM
Reliving one of the most traumatic things over and over and over again! Please make it stop!
I also feel increasingly more weird and sad about the state of things. Generally just everything. I dont know how to feel about my mom coming to visit and she stresses me out but i know i need to see her but i am worried i will get Very Sick because of her visiting.
August 10, 2025 at 10:38 PM
I also feel increasingly more weird and sad about the state of things. Generally just everything. I dont know how to feel about my mom coming to visit and she stresses me out but i know i need to see her but i am worried i will get Very Sick because of her visiting.
I think i may just be a hateful spiteful evil bitch deep down
August 10, 2025 at 10:36 PM
I think i may just be a hateful spiteful evil bitch deep down
The great news is that it did get approved and i am very excited :)
Stg if this rental application doesn’t get approved I am going to Flip My Shit and go insane ✨
August 8, 2025 at 6:33 PM
The great news is that it did get approved and i am very excited :)
Hmm. Yes, i think i may have smthin wrong with me
August 8, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Hmm. Yes, i think i may have smthin wrong with me
Now I feel like crashing out. What is wrong with me
August 6, 2025 at 2:49 AM
Now I feel like crashing out. What is wrong with me
Aughhhh STOP BEING STUPID GIRL PLS 😭
August 5, 2025 at 11:57 PM
Aughhhh STOP BEING STUPID GIRL PLS 😭
I hate that it bothers me and I hate that I miss this what is wrong with me
August 5, 2025 at 2:17 AM
I hate that it bothers me and I hate that I miss this what is wrong with me
I think I also have ruined my friendships and the person I consider my best friend actually cannot stand me. I think, collectively, everyone tolerates me. I am useless and unable to engage in activities like others and I am not “easy”. I require too much because of my disability
August 4, 2025 at 1:05 PM
I think I also have ruined my friendships and the person I consider my best friend actually cannot stand me. I think, collectively, everyone tolerates me. I am useless and unable to engage in activities like others and I am not “easy”. I require too much because of my disability
Stg if this rental application doesn’t get approved I am going to Flip My Shit and go insane ✨
August 4, 2025 at 12:49 PM
Stg if this rental application doesn’t get approved I am going to Flip My Shit and go insane ✨
Anyways thank god therapy is tomorrow ✨
July 29, 2025 at 2:06 PM
Anyways thank god therapy is tomorrow ✨
Update ohhhhhh my god.
This news did NOT help anything !
This news did NOT help anything !
July 29, 2025 at 1:58 PM
Update ohhhhhh my god.
This news did NOT help anything !
This news did NOT help anything !
Had a dream about this again 🥹 fuck my life
My body yearns to be a mother and I have to ignore it, it hurts. Baby fever sucks so much.
July 29, 2025 at 12:13 PM
Had a dream about this again 🥹 fuck my life